Monday, January 30, 2012

Should I Find My Wind?


I want to pray about life partner, but I don't know if I can pray.
I want to mention a name to God, but I don't dare. In fact God should know already the name I wanted to mention.
I can't mention, because I am being the interrupter.
The guy that I want to pray about is now liking another girl. I don't know if they are going to be together.
Maybe they are now praying for one another to God? and I want to pray to God also to grant my prayer?! Isn't it contradicting right? Why my prayer is like canceling their prayer one? Like one guy pray for rain, and another one pray for sunshine in the same area and timing.

I can't say my preference here, it is very dilemma-tic.
I only can wait... until the guy is available again. Maybe some of you reader, can guess who is this guy, but trust me, he's not the guy in your mind right now. Hahaha...
Well I really feel like the leaf in the Tree Leaf and Wind story, not the whole story but just the part that the leaf keeps waiting for the tree to notice her and to love her, and the whole waiting process seems to be no result.
Should I keep waiting, or should I find my wind?


5 comments:

denni said...

You don't find wind, the wind will find you :p

Debora Tjhin said...

@ Denni: wah pinter lo, den, nyahutin yang beginian....lols...
Berarti in the end of the day, harus tetep waiting donk? either waiting for the tree and waiting for the wind...

Xoxoxo :-D

@ Mel: waiting in prayer such a pain in the neck :-D , but surely God will provide when the time is come.

denni said...

Mungkin anginnya banyak yang sepoi-sepoi, jadi daunnya jangan erat2 pegangan ma pohon, biar gampang kebawa angin huehehehe.

Jangan tunggu angin ribut, tar malah diputer2 gak jelas :p

ndroo said...

Eat more onions. Sure got wind. :P

Melisa Zhang said...

@ndroo: dowan eat onion la... smelly..

@deb: iya deb waiting for that result which is not my result... :( and hoping it will give me advantage.

@den: angin sepoi sepoi si enak den, tp ga jelas haha...
angin ribut itu sih maksa namanya.. hahaha