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Goals
January
* Read bible Genesis 1 - Exodus 12, Matthew 1 - Mark 3
* Read 1 photoshop book (at least)
* Buy gifts for my family
February
* Take a language course
* Read bible Exodus 13 - Numbers 2, Mark 4 - Luke 16
March
* Learn IELTS
* Read bible Numbers 3 - Deuteronomy 28, Luke 17 - Acts 3
* Pay Church Camp Fee by end of the month
April
* Unit Easter Camp (10-12 Apr)
* Read bible Deuteronomy 29 - 1 Sam 5, Acts 4 - Romans 6
* Take a mandarin course
* Write a daily devotional journal
May
* Start reading SAP books
* Write a daily devotional journal
June
* Church Camp (11-14 June)
* Jakarta (27-30 June)
* Write a daily devotional journal
July
* Exercise!!!
* Write a daily devotional journal
August
* Go Holiday KK (8-11 Agt)
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Exercise
September
* Parent's coming
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Exercise
October
* Exercise
* Write a daily devotional journal
November
* Exercise
* Run 5km
* Write a daily devotional journal
December
* Exercise
* Run 10km
* Take IELTS Test
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Resolution Review
Today.. i go to meet my binus' friends and have lunch together at ayam penyet lucky plaza. The place is so damn crowded. I hate lucky plaza. But the ayam penyet is the best. :)
After that went to starbucks @ wheelock place and continue chit chat there. Talk nonsense from a to z. Getting colder and colder finally we decide to move to outside. and.. continue chit chat there. lol. we plan our next outing. we plan to go to wild wild wet and have fun there next 2 weeks. toking until around 5.30, then we decide to go home. i go to meet shally @ lucky plaza again and from there we go to marina square to shop. I buy 2 pairs of sandals, each $18, 2 earrings $3.5.
we have a nice dinner at Pasta De Waraku, a japanese style healthy pasta. Let me review this restaurant... The place is quite nice and good looking. the waiters are also very nice and friendly. what make me interested to try this restaurant is because of how they decorate the place using the menu miniature. so that ppl can choose what they want to eat. displayed in etalase.
-menu- the price is quite expensive but still okie la. usually around $8 for soup, $5-$10 for dessert, $12-$20 for main menu. prawn erm something.. i forget the name. i order this... the title said it's spicy. but not spicy at all. i need to add in a lot of sambal to make it spicy. Shally ordered this. chicken and mushroom. all the menu we ordered have a mini salad. :) the service is very good ^_^ the taste... hmm good la. so so. but can't make us to come back that soon. maybe another 2-3 months later? but worth to try. ;) feat Shally. well i shall end this post with my pic @ pasta de waraku.
Yesterday we celebrated our young colleague b'day... Carol. After work we headed to Swensen @ PS. I ordered grilled fish sambal. It's nice. Then end up by singing happy birthday to carol, blowing candle and cutting ice cream cake.
yummy food. =p~
Well this weekend i have a lot activity. From celebrating birthdays ( Leonard, Nepolean and Carol) still have bowling and coffee bean session today... and tomorrow i'll go with my Binus' friends for gathering. I'm excited! Hihi..
(from left: nepolean, leonard)
We closed our bowling session today by going to coffee bean. We played 3 games. My score is as usual, the lowest. but at least i have improved during 3 games. from 40 to 50 and the last i can hit 105. My best record i think... well... maybe just coincidence la. :p hehe... but i'm still happy. hahah. LOL! We finished bowling around 11pm, already late but still wanna go for coffee. So i'm still fresh at this time (2.16 am). Yesterday because i went drinking i also couldn't sleep early. The effect of the red wine. sigh. yesterday i slept ard 3 am but i wake up very late also around 12 pm hehe. Here is our coffee bean's photo, taken by Ju's camera...
You remember the bad guy that never gave me a clue? Well yes, today he gave me his answer. as you guessed... the answer is 'no' aiyoh... wasted my curiosity... T_T
You are Silver Fawn, who tends to give an impression of being difficult to grasp what you really mean. People find it hard to know what you think and what you like, no matter how often and how much they talk to you. Your mysterious atmosphere makes you look like a cold hearted woman, but all the more, you stand for femininity. You are composed of both natural caution against men and passion for your own life. A feudalistic ideas and passion for artistic things exist along side each other inside you, and are kept in good balance. You are full of fantasist ideas, and tends to be rather dreamy sort of person. Nevertheless, your attitude towards life is extremely steady. You are not interested in real life, and you don't have many relationships. You can show astonishing vital power when it comes to long term businesses. But you tend to withdraw into your shell, and be unable to bring out the trust you have among other people. You should try and mingle more often with others. Although you are very unique and have the mysterious atmosphere around you, you tend to get interested in natural and ordinary things. You should create an environment at home, where you could make use of your personal interest and your life mission. After getting married, you will lead a steady life. There may be a possibility that you may take an active part outside your home.
TERAKHIR suka siapa? = ada lah pokoknya, mo tau aja seh
2 questions from my friend's bulletin board. 1. whom do you miss rite now? =somebody ^^, 2. whom do you in love with? = somebody lah,..
This 2 questions raised my curiosity. But that bad guy didn't even give me a single clue at all! I suspect actually he miss and love nobody. Lol. That's why he couldn't even tell me the clue. Then along the conversation he kept smiling to the monitor. maybe the person next to him thought he was crazy. But why i am so curious about it because maybe i... i just feel curious lah. no special reason. ^^ well yah i bluff you. i got some reasons here, but not to tell you yet. Maybe i will tell you later after i reveal the truth. Hihi.. i also like to make ppl curious also. or maybe he just want to take revenge to me? well... i don't know. He said he would tell me tomorrow. well, let's see..
national day = red? I'm lazy to blog... Yesterday i dye my hair become red. Here is the pics ^^
under the light
dibawah cahaya matahari...
Yea,.. that is the result. I want to try perm ^^ maybe after my hair grow longer ;)
2 days ago i had a national day dinner at Pek Kio CC. Well went to Farrer Park MRT after that Bernard would drive us to Pek Kio CC. We made a big turn to reach there becoz b'nerd didn't know how to get there. I had very nice foods there... such as:
first dish nice soup.. like shark fin :p~ i dunno the name lah but tasted good.
this one i dunno what it was but still... nice :)
One thing that Indonesia must learn from Singapore is... After finished distribute the lucky draw, all the guests went home. just in few minutes all gone. and guess,... no traffic jam. only few minutes after that all around 1000+ guess went home and not causing traffic jam. I cannot wonder, in Indo, with that amount of guess will cause at least 1-1.5 traffic jam. =(. It's good for Indonesia to learn how to queue and not cut other ppl queue. Some more the waiter and waitress clean up the table very fast. Indo's waiter/waitress... very slow. Sigh. In that dinner we met Minister of Education and toast together with him. This is quite nice dinner with quite a number of guess. We also had an ang moh singer that can sings 5 languages. That night she sang english, mandarin, bahasa, indian and hokkien songs. But that night we were not lucky enough. None of us won the lucky draw. :( but at least we had a good dinner and enjoy the night.
To close this post i'm gonna say, i love my hair color :)
It's older a bit from Singapore. Indo will turn to 62 ( 20 yrs older than Sg) today. Well, talking about National day gw bukan org yg cukup patriotik... Indo National Day ga semeriah Sg, tentunya seperti kebiasaan dari jaman baheula. yang isinya cuma 'sun tanning' alias upacara. heuehue... gitu2... bosen deh. Always sing the same anthem, no fireworks, no dancings, boring attractions. The day that all TV broadcast the boring menu. a bit gloomy.
But at least, u don't need to go to work. LOL. Because of that also, my messenger's list is reduced by half. Usually i have arround 100+ ppl online, but today u know... only .. 30 ppl online... sigh.
I want holiday! Huhuhuhuh...
Talking about today. Today is 17 Aug. I just realize that usually ppl will consider u a mature if u turn to age 17. Other country usually use age 21. But Indo is a bit different. But nevermind, it's happy to be mature earlier. heuhaahha... My sweet 17 b'day was not that meaningfull to me. I feel after i turn 17, the time flies faster than before. oh no! I still haven't done many things. The 20s area will pass soon. then enter into 30's. wew.
Happy B'day Indo and wish can have a better Indo, a better future, a better leader, a better residents. no demos, no riots. only peace. kapan ye? bagaikan pungguk merindukan bulan kali :p Yah tetep ga ada salahnya mengharapkan yg baek2 =D
now 00.28 am... sitting in front of my lovely lappie.. and tv. updating blog, but dunno what to write, yes and still playing travian. it's really addicting. Well, when i was checking my close friend's blog (i consider him as my close friend since i chat with him almost everyday :) but dunno whether he considers me as his close friend also or not) i was jealous for something. Actually this is not belong to me, so i don't have rights to get jealous. I also don't sure what make me jealous. sigh.
Current mood: worried, jealous, excited pengen nulis.. ga pengen nulis... tulis gak ya? hmm.. bingung nyusun kalimate.
ada yg bilang gw gak setia. well.. i'm not occupied by somebody. i'm free. so boleh dong kl gw bertemen ama sbnyk mungkin org (co tepatnya) kl dibilang playgirl... well, i just give them chance(s) to know me, to understand me, to get closer to me if they want. Actually i just give myself a chance(s) to know other guy. :) There is nothing wrong with that pals. Mendua? eits, sorry yah... sapa yg merasa diduain? heuehhahaha... ybs aja ga merasa atuh. kok pada komentar gituh...
Knp yah kok tmen2 gw yg dkt pd suka tease gitu... Hmmm walo gw tau sih mrk ga serius, dan melihat kenyataan tentang kesan yg i did made to build the barrier, gw emg ga berhak menyalahkan tmen2 gara itu. salah gw sndiri gitu yg bikin kesan kaya gt. Wkt itu masi memasang barrier setinggi2nya wakaka... skrg uda mulai sadar dan tobat.. mulai menurunkan ketinggian pagar, supaya org yg diluar bisa melongok, apa sih yg ada di balik pagar tinggi itu. yang mungkin ternyata ga sesuai ama dugaan orang2 selama ini. ga sesuai sama asumsi. ready or not i must be ready. to know what other ppl say or think abt me. and learn to accept, to change if necessary, to be a better me :) Intinya mo berubah lah. pelan2 tapi. heuhuehue...
aduh makin ga jelas deh makin malem gini. :D roommate gw uda mo bubu nih... harus bubu juga... lagian ga baek bubu malem2.. :D nitez all.
i take leave.. to apply something. but i'm not that optimist it will be approved. some parts is not completed yet. pls pray for me that it will be approved. =p i can't stand of rejection and failure. these 2 is my fear in life.
after applying, i went to This Fashion to buy shorts. Bought 1 shorts and 1 top. Having quick lunch, horfun at S11 near centrepoint. That horfun is the most i like among other horfun.
Went home ... waiting 6pm got a date. take a fast nap. then my hp rang. sms. he postpone the date 1 hr. i felt so lazy to go. becoz i also want to watch jin shun at 7. so i told him to postpone until tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. well i asked him to go to zoo together with my other friends. he said later will inform me if he can make it.
i took a flashback to the past. let me write about this again. i remember how my close friends now is not close to me anymore. i feel sad. that we r not connected each other. they even don't want me to know their condition, and they also never try to keep in touch with me. I keep telling my self not to look what is behind me. to me now they should be my past. i must keep going. i must be changed. I learn to open my mind and heart to accept new people. learn to know new friends. try to open my heart to another people. not only to him. i'm going to walk in a different path.
I dunno where does the cockroach come from... but when i wake up to turn off the air con, i saw something. i'm not really sure. then i turn on the ligth, suddenly my heart scream: cockroach! oh no... go and get baygon. but i spray he run away behind the cupboard. dunno can kill it or not. now can't sleep. i'm not sure it dies oledi or not. how come i go back to sleep? later while sleeping it will come out and walk around. so scary leh.
Oh gosh! before i slept got earthquake in Jakarta. then now got cockroach.
I just slept for 4 hrs only... wanna go back to sleep. but afraid later the cockroach will get up. want to make sure but dunno leh, can't see clearly is it dead or not huhuhu. it is not moving, i hope it's dead.
Few days ago i grumbled about someone. I said she was fierce and unfriendly. But today i want to correct it, because she gives me what i asked her yesterday which she said need 3 days work to prepare. But in fact after 1 day then she gives me. ^_^ Thanks to her.
Then i plan to do something within this week. So far the process is smooth. I hope can be successful until i gain what i want. Hihihi... pray for me pls :)
I just realize one public secret that anyone knows today. I just know got one creature very hard to please and very stubborn, and very annoying, and troublesome called 'user'. Gosh! Today i'm quite busy since my boss is going on vacation for 1 week. The day i feel sad because he is not around. Usually is him who handle this user. My previous user is not that demanding as her. She wants to know all function of the small field even in master item such as: 'superceded by' that i don't have any idea about it, maybe also my trainer doesn't have any idea too. Then she request to upgrade the system (read: change quite a lot logic and change the flow of the system) How can i do that? How can i ask the vendor to change for us? I think the vendor won't change for us, coz i asked them to change small thing (not logically) oso they never changed. Today is really a busy day of me.
Morning: Try to find out what happen with the pda. Cannot turn on the bluetooth. After giving up, then i call d vendor. Finally need to send the PDA back to repair. Lunch time try to get my payment slip. but what i get is.. a fierce answer from hr, eventhough hr manager is friendly. How come the new staff is so fierce leh. Turn to account side. yeah. as i write on the top of this post. ever u imagine i pray for my boss come back soon from his holiday? Well, yea, that happens. 2 more days...
Last saturday i had a fire extinguishing trainig. This training was subjected to all staff to give them knowledge how to put off the fire. But of course we hope that won't happen in our company. When have a real fire, people won't care about it anymore, maybe just care how to save ourself or how we get out of the building as fast as possible. Here is the pics of the training... TL was demonstrating how to use fire extinguisher. Here got 2 kinds of bottles. The black one, we cannot hold the body. TL said after we use finish the body will be frozen, if we touch the body, our hands will stick on it. So watch out! The blue one, you can hold the body, it won't frozen. But we practised with the black one. How to put off the fire is, you must spray it closer and closer... until the fire totally off.
Well, today i go to Hair Inn to cut my hair. I got a lot of ppl complaining about my hair length. My hair length almost reach my hips. Then today i go and cut (finally) hahah. I told the hairdresser to cut my hair 2 inches only. Then make layer and thiner. But after cut finish i think she cut too short ( for me ). My friend still see no difference leh. She thinks my hair still long. But i feel my hair now become very light. Not as heavy as before. :) I sms my mum, tell her i cut hair, now length ard bra strap. She said, y i cut too short leh... *dizzy* cannot satisfied all ppl. But i'm quite happy with the result. :) Here is the pic before and after...
before after Before Well, ok, cannot see clearly the difference... Nevermind la.. later i'll take from behind.. :p
I'm quite happy, although it cost me 20 bucks. Actually i got few things wanna buy. * Mng jeans *bag *few tops Then finally i didn't manage to buy. Maybe wanna buy the jeans, bcoz my old jeans need to retire soon. sigh. I bought a black watch. Nice ^_^ but not girly... Can't post the pic here.. i tried to take photo but not enough lighting, so can't produce a high quality image. :p Well enough for tonite. Gonna sleep soon. Bad news.. It's Monday!
Hari2 ini rasanya ga berminat menulis... Kayanya ga ada kejadian yg menarik buat ditulis. Kemarin2 paling cm BBQ bareng anak2 greja di tmpat Vonny. Rencananya sih ada 40 an orang. Tapi on the day cm 20+, around 30 ppl. What we had on tat day were: *satay *fishball *otak *chicken wing *satay *sausage *kebab *pork *stingray Very yummy! ^_^ We ate a lot, chatted a lot, laughed a lot. That day i felt happy. Before bbq, i went shopping to cityhall. Bought few cheaps but nice cloths. Cost me $40 for 3 cloths.
Well i plan to cut my hair. This i plan long time ago until today i still haven't go and cut my hair. I'm not really sure to cut my hair. A bit worried whether the hair dresser can cut as i wish or not. later cut wrongly then i dun like, must wait long to regrow it. T_T. somemore cut hair is not cheap leh. the longer ur hair the more expensive will cost u. sigh.
I regain my mood back ^_^ last time i felt tat i wat too sensitive. i got angry easily, felt offended easily. Well these few days i feel ok. it's better to ignore all those things.
Today i submit my leave application to my boss just in time. He said he will go back to hometown for 1 week. start from sunday i think. Then i want to take leave on Fri, because Thu is NDP, then Sat i'm off, so fri is in between. Then i take leave to have a logn weekend ^_^ yeah. Actually got another purpose why i take leave on fri. Haha. of course must have another purpose so my leave will not be so wasted. =p
Today my colleague read the horoscope for me. The results sound not good to me. But i don't believe that one is exactly correct. I just believe what sounds good to me. LOL. But i trust God will guide me and He blesses me more than what other people can say. ^_^ My future is in His hands. Sure i have the best future because is God who has planned for me. =)
We cannot change the past, but our future is His and what we can do is do the best in the present. God bless you!
Today.. i go to meet my binus' friends and have lunch together at ayam penyet lucky plaza. The place is so damn crowded. I hate lucky plaza. But the ayam penyet is the best. :)
After that went to starbucks @ wheelock place and continue chit chat there. Talk nonsense from a to z. Getting colder and colder finally we decide to move to outside. and.. continue chit chat there. lol. we plan our next outing. we plan to go to wild wild wet and have fun there next 2 weeks. toking until around 5.30, then we decide to go home. i go to meet shally @ lucky plaza again and from there we go to marina square to shop. I buy 2 pairs of sandals, each $18, 2 earrings $3.5.
we have a nice dinner at Pasta De Waraku, a japanese style healthy pasta. Let me review this restaurant... The place is quite nice and good looking. the waiters are also very nice and friendly. what make me interested to try this restaurant is because of how they decorate the place using the menu miniature. so that ppl can choose what they want to eat. displayed in etalase.
-menu- the price is quite expensive but still okie la. usually around $8 for soup, $5-$10 for dessert, $12-$20 for main menu. prawn erm something.. i forget the name. i order this... the title said it's spicy. but not spicy at all. i need to add in a lot of sambal to make it spicy. Shally ordered this. chicken and mushroom. all the menu we ordered have a mini salad. :) the service is very good ^_^ the taste... hmm good la. so so. but can't make us to come back that soon. maybe another 2-3 months later? but worth to try. ;) feat Shally. well i shall end this post with my pic @ pasta de waraku.
Yesterday we celebrated our young colleague b'day... Carol. After work we headed to Swensen @ PS. I ordered grilled fish sambal. It's nice. Then end up by singing happy birthday to carol, blowing candle and cutting ice cream cake.
yummy food. =p~
Well this weekend i have a lot activity. From celebrating birthdays ( Leonard, Nepolean and Carol) still have bowling and coffee bean session today... and tomorrow i'll go with my Binus' friends for gathering. I'm excited! Hihi..
(from left: nepolean, leonard)
We closed our bowling session today by going to coffee bean. We played 3 games. My score is as usual, the lowest. but at least i have improved during 3 games. from 40 to 50 and the last i can hit 105. My best record i think... well... maybe just coincidence la. :p hehe... but i'm still happy. hahah. LOL! We finished bowling around 11pm, already late but still wanna go for coffee. So i'm still fresh at this time (2.16 am). Yesterday because i went drinking i also couldn't sleep early. The effect of the red wine. sigh. yesterday i slept ard 3 am but i wake up very late also around 12 pm hehe. Here is our coffee bean's photo, taken by Ju's camera...
You remember the bad guy that never gave me a clue? Well yes, today he gave me his answer. as you guessed... the answer is 'no' aiyoh... wasted my curiosity... T_T
You are Silver Fawn, who tends to give an impression of being difficult to grasp what you really mean. People find it hard to know what you think and what you like, no matter how often and how much they talk to you. Your mysterious atmosphere makes you look like a cold hearted woman, but all the more, you stand for femininity. You are composed of both natural caution against men and passion for your own life. A feudalistic ideas and passion for artistic things exist along side each other inside you, and are kept in good balance. You are full of fantasist ideas, and tends to be rather dreamy sort of person. Nevertheless, your attitude towards life is extremely steady. You are not interested in real life, and you don't have many relationships. You can show astonishing vital power when it comes to long term businesses. But you tend to withdraw into your shell, and be unable to bring out the trust you have among other people. You should try and mingle more often with others. Although you are very unique and have the mysterious atmosphere around you, you tend to get interested in natural and ordinary things. You should create an environment at home, where you could make use of your personal interest and your life mission. After getting married, you will lead a steady life. There may be a possibility that you may take an active part outside your home.
TERAKHIR suka siapa? = ada lah pokoknya, mo tau aja seh
2 questions from my friend's bulletin board. 1. whom do you miss rite now? =somebody ^^, 2. whom do you in love with? = somebody lah,..
This 2 questions raised my curiosity. But that bad guy didn't even give me a single clue at all! I suspect actually he miss and love nobody. Lol. That's why he couldn't even tell me the clue. Then along the conversation he kept smiling to the monitor. maybe the person next to him thought he was crazy. But why i am so curious about it because maybe i... i just feel curious lah. no special reason. ^^ well yah i bluff you. i got some reasons here, but not to tell you yet. Maybe i will tell you later after i reveal the truth. Hihi.. i also like to make ppl curious also. or maybe he just want to take revenge to me? well... i don't know. He said he would tell me tomorrow. well, let's see..
national day = red? I'm lazy to blog... Yesterday i dye my hair become red. Here is the pics ^^
under the light
dibawah cahaya matahari...
Yea,.. that is the result. I want to try perm ^^ maybe after my hair grow longer ;)
2 days ago i had a national day dinner at Pek Kio CC. Well went to Farrer Park MRT after that Bernard would drive us to Pek Kio CC. We made a big turn to reach there becoz b'nerd didn't know how to get there. I had very nice foods there... such as:
first dish nice soup.. like shark fin :p~ i dunno the name lah but tasted good.
this one i dunno what it was but still... nice :)
One thing that Indonesia must learn from Singapore is... After finished distribute the lucky draw, all the guests went home. just in few minutes all gone. and guess,... no traffic jam. only few minutes after that all around 1000+ guess went home and not causing traffic jam. I cannot wonder, in Indo, with that amount of guess will cause at least 1-1.5 traffic jam. =(. It's good for Indonesia to learn how to queue and not cut other ppl queue. Some more the waiter and waitress clean up the table very fast. Indo's waiter/waitress... very slow. Sigh. In that dinner we met Minister of Education and toast together with him. This is quite nice dinner with quite a number of guess. We also had an ang moh singer that can sings 5 languages. That night she sang english, mandarin, bahasa, indian and hokkien songs. But that night we were not lucky enough. None of us won the lucky draw. :( but at least we had a good dinner and enjoy the night.
To close this post i'm gonna say, i love my hair color :)
It's older a bit from Singapore. Indo will turn to 62 ( 20 yrs older than Sg) today. Well, talking about National day gw bukan org yg cukup patriotik... Indo National Day ga semeriah Sg, tentunya seperti kebiasaan dari jaman baheula. yang isinya cuma 'sun tanning' alias upacara. heuehue... gitu2... bosen deh. Always sing the same anthem, no fireworks, no dancings, boring attractions. The day that all TV broadcast the boring menu. a bit gloomy.
But at least, u don't need to go to work. LOL. Because of that also, my messenger's list is reduced by half. Usually i have arround 100+ ppl online, but today u know... only .. 30 ppl online... sigh.
I want holiday! Huhuhuhuh...
Talking about today. Today is 17 Aug. I just realize that usually ppl will consider u a mature if u turn to age 17. Other country usually use age 21. But Indo is a bit different. But nevermind, it's happy to be mature earlier. heuhaahha... My sweet 17 b'day was not that meaningfull to me. I feel after i turn 17, the time flies faster than before. oh no! I still haven't done many things. The 20s area will pass soon. then enter into 30's. wew.
Happy B'day Indo and wish can have a better Indo, a better future, a better leader, a better residents. no demos, no riots. only peace. kapan ye? bagaikan pungguk merindukan bulan kali :p Yah tetep ga ada salahnya mengharapkan yg baek2 =D
now 00.28 am... sitting in front of my lovely lappie.. and tv. updating blog, but dunno what to write, yes and still playing travian. it's really addicting. Well, when i was checking my close friend's blog (i consider him as my close friend since i chat with him almost everyday :) but dunno whether he considers me as his close friend also or not) i was jealous for something. Actually this is not belong to me, so i don't have rights to get jealous. I also don't sure what make me jealous. sigh.
Current mood: worried, jealous, excited pengen nulis.. ga pengen nulis... tulis gak ya? hmm.. bingung nyusun kalimate.
ada yg bilang gw gak setia. well.. i'm not occupied by somebody. i'm free. so boleh dong kl gw bertemen ama sbnyk mungkin org (co tepatnya) kl dibilang playgirl... well, i just give them chance(s) to know me, to understand me, to get closer to me if they want. Actually i just give myself a chance(s) to know other guy. :) There is nothing wrong with that pals. Mendua? eits, sorry yah... sapa yg merasa diduain? heuehhahaha... ybs aja ga merasa atuh. kok pada komentar gituh...
Knp yah kok tmen2 gw yg dkt pd suka tease gitu... Hmmm walo gw tau sih mrk ga serius, dan melihat kenyataan tentang kesan yg i did made to build the barrier, gw emg ga berhak menyalahkan tmen2 gara itu. salah gw sndiri gitu yg bikin kesan kaya gt. Wkt itu masi memasang barrier setinggi2nya wakaka... skrg uda mulai sadar dan tobat.. mulai menurunkan ketinggian pagar, supaya org yg diluar bisa melongok, apa sih yg ada di balik pagar tinggi itu. yang mungkin ternyata ga sesuai ama dugaan orang2 selama ini. ga sesuai sama asumsi. ready or not i must be ready. to know what other ppl say or think abt me. and learn to accept, to change if necessary, to be a better me :) Intinya mo berubah lah. pelan2 tapi. heuhuehue...
aduh makin ga jelas deh makin malem gini. :D roommate gw uda mo bubu nih... harus bubu juga... lagian ga baek bubu malem2.. :D nitez all.
i take leave.. to apply something. but i'm not that optimist it will be approved. some parts is not completed yet. pls pray for me that it will be approved. =p i can't stand of rejection and failure. these 2 is my fear in life.
after applying, i went to This Fashion to buy shorts. Bought 1 shorts and 1 top. Having quick lunch, horfun at S11 near centrepoint. That horfun is the most i like among other horfun.
Went home ... waiting 6pm got a date. take a fast nap. then my hp rang. sms. he postpone the date 1 hr. i felt so lazy to go. becoz i also want to watch jin shun at 7. so i told him to postpone until tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. well i asked him to go to zoo together with my other friends. he said later will inform me if he can make it.
i took a flashback to the past. let me write about this again. i remember how my close friends now is not close to me anymore. i feel sad. that we r not connected each other. they even don't want me to know their condition, and they also never try to keep in touch with me. I keep telling my self not to look what is behind me. to me now they should be my past. i must keep going. i must be changed. I learn to open my mind and heart to accept new people. learn to know new friends. try to open my heart to another people. not only to him. i'm going to walk in a different path.
I dunno where does the cockroach come from... but when i wake up to turn off the air con, i saw something. i'm not really sure. then i turn on the ligth, suddenly my heart scream: cockroach! oh no... go and get baygon. but i spray he run away behind the cupboard. dunno can kill it or not. now can't sleep. i'm not sure it dies oledi or not. how come i go back to sleep? later while sleeping it will come out and walk around. so scary leh.
Oh gosh! before i slept got earthquake in Jakarta. then now got cockroach.
I just slept for 4 hrs only... wanna go back to sleep. but afraid later the cockroach will get up. want to make sure but dunno leh, can't see clearly is it dead or not huhuhu. it is not moving, i hope it's dead.
Few days ago i grumbled about someone. I said she was fierce and unfriendly. But today i want to correct it, because she gives me what i asked her yesterday which she said need 3 days work to prepare. But in fact after 1 day then she gives me. ^_^ Thanks to her.
Then i plan to do something within this week. So far the process is smooth. I hope can be successful until i gain what i want. Hihihi... pray for me pls :)
I just realize one public secret that anyone knows today. I just know got one creature very hard to please and very stubborn, and very annoying, and troublesome called 'user'. Gosh! Today i'm quite busy since my boss is going on vacation for 1 week. The day i feel sad because he is not around. Usually is him who handle this user. My previous user is not that demanding as her. She wants to know all function of the small field even in master item such as: 'superceded by' that i don't have any idea about it, maybe also my trainer doesn't have any idea too. Then she request to upgrade the system (read: change quite a lot logic and change the flow of the system) How can i do that? How can i ask the vendor to change for us? I think the vendor won't change for us, coz i asked them to change small thing (not logically) oso they never changed. Today is really a busy day of me.
Morning: Try to find out what happen with the pda. Cannot turn on the bluetooth. After giving up, then i call d vendor. Finally need to send the PDA back to repair. Lunch time try to get my payment slip. but what i get is.. a fierce answer from hr, eventhough hr manager is friendly. How come the new staff is so fierce leh. Turn to account side. yeah. as i write on the top of this post. ever u imagine i pray for my boss come back soon from his holiday? Well, yea, that happens. 2 more days...
Last saturday i had a fire extinguishing trainig. This training was subjected to all staff to give them knowledge how to put off the fire. But of course we hope that won't happen in our company. When have a real fire, people won't care about it anymore, maybe just care how to save ourself or how we get out of the building as fast as possible. Here is the pics of the training... TL was demonstrating how to use fire extinguisher. Here got 2 kinds of bottles. The black one, we cannot hold the body. TL said after we use finish the body will be frozen, if we touch the body, our hands will stick on it. So watch out! The blue one, you can hold the body, it won't frozen. But we practised with the black one. How to put off the fire is, you must spray it closer and closer... until the fire totally off.
Well, today i go to Hair Inn to cut my hair. I got a lot of ppl complaining about my hair length. My hair length almost reach my hips. Then today i go and cut (finally) hahah. I told the hairdresser to cut my hair 2 inches only. Then make layer and thiner. But after cut finish i think she cut too short ( for me ). My friend still see no difference leh. She thinks my hair still long. But i feel my hair now become very light. Not as heavy as before. :) I sms my mum, tell her i cut hair, now length ard bra strap. She said, y i cut too short leh... *dizzy* cannot satisfied all ppl. But i'm quite happy with the result. :) Here is the pic before and after...
before after Before Well, ok, cannot see clearly the difference... Nevermind la.. later i'll take from behind.. :p
I'm quite happy, although it cost me 20 bucks. Actually i got few things wanna buy. * Mng jeans *bag *few tops Then finally i didn't manage to buy. Maybe wanna buy the jeans, bcoz my old jeans need to retire soon. sigh. I bought a black watch. Nice ^_^ but not girly... Can't post the pic here.. i tried to take photo but not enough lighting, so can't produce a high quality image. :p Well enough for tonite. Gonna sleep soon. Bad news.. It's Monday!
Hari2 ini rasanya ga berminat menulis... Kayanya ga ada kejadian yg menarik buat ditulis. Kemarin2 paling cm BBQ bareng anak2 greja di tmpat Vonny. Rencananya sih ada 40 an orang. Tapi on the day cm 20+, around 30 ppl. What we had on tat day were: *satay *fishball *otak *chicken wing *satay *sausage *kebab *pork *stingray Very yummy! ^_^ We ate a lot, chatted a lot, laughed a lot. That day i felt happy. Before bbq, i went shopping to cityhall. Bought few cheaps but nice cloths. Cost me $40 for 3 cloths.
Well i plan to cut my hair. This i plan long time ago until today i still haven't go and cut my hair. I'm not really sure to cut my hair. A bit worried whether the hair dresser can cut as i wish or not. later cut wrongly then i dun like, must wait long to regrow it. T_T. somemore cut hair is not cheap leh. the longer ur hair the more expensive will cost u. sigh.
I regain my mood back ^_^ last time i felt tat i wat too sensitive. i got angry easily, felt offended easily. Well these few days i feel ok. it's better to ignore all those things.
Today i submit my leave application to my boss just in time. He said he will go back to hometown for 1 week. start from sunday i think. Then i want to take leave on Fri, because Thu is NDP, then Sat i'm off, so fri is in between. Then i take leave to have a logn weekend ^_^ yeah. Actually got another purpose why i take leave on fri. Haha. of course must have another purpose so my leave will not be so wasted. =p
Today my colleague read the horoscope for me. The results sound not good to me. But i don't believe that one is exactly correct. I just believe what sounds good to me. LOL. But i trust God will guide me and He blesses me more than what other people can say. ^_^ My future is in His hands. Sure i have the best future because is God who has planned for me. =)
We cannot change the past, but our future is His and what we can do is do the best in the present. God bless you!
-menu-
prawn erm something.. i forget the name.
Shally ordered this. chicken and mushroom.
feat Shally.
yummy food. =p~
(from left: nepolean, leonard)
(from left: francis, kl, me, janice, ju, tl, missed bernard.)
