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Thursday, June 28, 2007
simple personallity testSimple Personality Test - Left or Right? Identify yourself as right or left brain person: 1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying. Look at your hands. If you see Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brian 2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry) Right arm above left arm ---> left brain Left arm above right arm ---> right brain Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality: Right-Left ========== Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others. Right-Right =========== Loves challenges type Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular. Left-Left ========= Dedicated, cold, perfectionist Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met. Left-Right ========== Likes to take care of others, leader type Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert. Labels: quiz posted by Melisa at 4:43 PM| 
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
My dinner... i love this new KFC, miso crunch meal :) 2 pc chicken, 1 mashpotatoe, jasmine tea. $4.95.i love kfc  This looks like a usual chicken but yummy, tasty. :) esprit wallet that i wanna buy... $39.9 so ex! Still thinking i wanna buy it or not. Nice waterfall @ suntec :)Nothing to post tonite. I just feel bored. Tired of tryin'. I just feel i become more introvert these days. I want to close my eyes, hear nothing, don't care abt ppl. Just look straight and walk on my path. But i know it's not good either. I need time to be alone. a little bit more time pls. Labels: food posted by Melisa at 10:28 PM|
Sunday, June 24, 2007
I think i've lost something inside me.i am boredI want to cry, but i can't cry. I want to smile, but i just can't do it. I want to scream, but my throat just swallow my voice back. When i close my eyes, a lot of things come across my mind. Is community important? Do i really need all of this? I just wanna be alone for now. I don't want to talk more. Just leave me alone for now. I need time with myself. I need to neutralize my self. I am not stressed. or.. i need to admit that i am stressed while i even can't feel it. Or maybe i'm so stressed until i can't feel it anymore? No. i am not. I just feel bored with all these things. When can i end up all of these? Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 11:05 PM|
Saturday, June 23, 2007
I need a friend, a true friend.i need a close friend.Since i left Jakarta, i already lost few of my friends. It's difficult to maintain the relationship, to keep contact with them. Each of us already make a different living. It's difficult to communicate with them. I need to build my new community here. Is it possible to find a new friend, i mean really close to me. Understanding each other. I already feel lonely and miss my friends in Jakarta. Sometime i feel like i don't have place to go back to Jakarta. By the time, they will forget me. I tried to keep in touch with them. But seemed they don't need me anymore. It's difficult to do it only from my side. And it's very difficult to find another close friend that can understand each other like my previous friends. But i really deserve at least one close friend. Sigh. Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 11:56 PM|
Thursday, June 21, 2007
I got a nice articles from VBCity ForumMisconceptions about food and dietsMisconceptions about food and diets HEALTH QUESTION & ANSWER SESSION Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products. Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up! Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio? A: Well, if you have a body and you have fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc. Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise program? A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good ! Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you? A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!! ... Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you? Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the middle? A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach. Q: Is chocolate bad for me? A: Are you crazy? HELLO. Cocoa beans! Another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around! Q: Is swimming good for your figure? A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me. Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle? A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape! Well, I hope this has cleared up any misconceptions you may have had about food and diets. Labels: articles posted by Melisa at 3:35 PM|
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
When i chat with him, somehow i can feel what he feels too.confusedWhether he is happy, sad, tired, in a bad mood, excited, or anything, makes me feel the same. If he is happy, then i will feel happy too. But if he is sad, sometime i don't know how to comfort him. When he looks down, sometime i just lost my words to encourage him. But he always supports me when i am down and he always give me courages and comfort. Hope i can do the same in return. I am learning. Labels: random posted by Melisa at 11:53 PM|
Sunday, June 17, 2007
repetitiousI am not happy with my condition right now. Many things come across my mind. I am not satisfied. When can i quit from this routine? The same questions were asked to me for many times. The same answers i would give. The same path i walk everyday. Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 11:01 PM|
Saturday, June 16, 2007
I am bored.boredI also don't know why. Maybe bored with the same routine everyday. When i feel like that, i try to remember my vision. Why i am here. What goals i want to achieve. For that, i can't quit now. For that i can't just give up. I need to keep focus to my vision. Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 11:27 PM|
Thursday, June 14, 2007
I'm back to my normal (busy) work and he is to his (very) busy days.busy daysYeah, after a long holiday for him, finally he must face his normal works. Meeting, training... fasting, praying, what else? I do miss him. Eventhough we chat quite often but i feel not enough. I'm not satifisfied, i want more.. I know he is busy. I even don't dare to send him sms(es). He always reply my sms(es) but sometimes were late. But he did reply me. Except when he got no rupiah left. :p What is he doing now? What is he thinking about? What is on his mind? how is he? Is he fine? Is he healthy? I'm very sleepy, but i can't stop thinking of him. Wish if he is also thinking of me. . Hope can contact him soon. Labels: oh love~, personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 11:58 PM|
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Mood: PlaincommitmentBattery: Flat Listen to: Blue Hill (ost Full House) Commitment is a decision not a feeling. When i go into a commitment means i decide to be committed to someone or something. Whatever my feelings are, i still need to fulfill my commitment. Although i knew which way is the correct way, i did not choose it. I turned to another way. That's my decision. Not everything can go right. Is this a life that i deserve? These days i become more sensitive. But it's okay, usually i have no sensitivity at all. A rare thing happens :p Relationship is a decision too. I think it doesn't depend on our feeling, whether we like him/her or not. But once we go into relationship, we must see our future with this guy/girl clearly. Can you see a bright future? or can you see a chaos? or you see nothing? Well, if we know that we won't have a future with this person why we need to build relationship with him/her. If your reason is because you like/ love him/her, love can fade one day. Then when no love left, what will you do? Leave him/her and find another person? Not a good idea. Later your love will fade, and the same thing will happen again. Based on decision, decide to love this person whatever he/she is, in any situation, any condition, any feeling until (un)certain time. So.. what is your choice? Labels: decision posted by Melisa at 7:02 PM|
Monday, June 11, 2007
I'm desperate.desperate.I want to lose few kgs. I want to study again (but it's impossible within this 1-2 years). I need to fulfill my commitment at least until end of 2008. I want to study, but i also want to get married, then travel around the world. :) I still don't know what i want to study. Woaaa..... T_T Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 9:18 PM|
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Today i had a small group for bible discussion.spiritual gifts.Our topic today was "discovering the spiritual gifts" After did the test, my result was (in sequence): 1. Craftmanship (score:14/15) 2. Pastor (13/15) 3. Leadership (12/15) 4. Administration. (12/15) Number 1,3,4 are true. But i think number 2 is wrong. How come i got a "pastor" gift! I dun think so leh. hmmm,... is there something wrong? Haha.. maybe i need to give it a try loh, since the result was like that. Well.. that's for today. I'm not in the mood to write a long post. :) Beto & Sisy  Mel Chong, susu, Me  Beto Mel Chong Susu & Me Sisy Me Me again Me and me.. Labels: quiz posted by Melisa at 11:26 PM|
Friday, June 08, 2007
listingsThe food i miss these days... *soto noodles meat ball *batagor *siomay *nasi goreng abang2 *ropang *indomie pedes goreng kornet *bubur ayam pake hati *chicken satay *mutton satay *Mie Gajah Mada *pempek *gudeg *nasi liwet *pepes ikan *kwetiao udang mayonaise *dim sum *hanamasa *peuyeum *seafood platter *ketoprak *sekoteng *nasgor petojo *masakan mama Comics i want to read: *Baby and I *Parfait Tic *Prince of Tea *Kindaichi *Conan *Sentaro *Legenda Naga Things to do: *ear piercing *tattoo *dye my hair Labels: food posted by Melisa at 4:10 PM|
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Today i edit few 'disgusting' pictures.disgustingYaiks. I don't like editing these pictures. Wanna see the pics here? Better not, later u vomit at your PC =p Labels: personal thoughts, random posted by Melisa at 10:56 PM|
fearYesterday i read Psalm 1 and found that God is always be with me whatever i am. Sometimes i am afraid that God will leave me. Actually God never leaves me, is I who leave Him. Then i thought what if after i left God, then i wanted to come back to Him and He didn't want me anymore? Because i was already too naughty. That is one of my worries in mind but actually i don't need to worry about that. God is always faithfull. I'm sorry God for being naughty all the way. I only seek God when i got problems. After i can settle it then i will run away from Him. God never force me to follow His way, but sometimes i just walk on my way. Yah of course my way is not His way, anything can happen, bad or good. What looks good to me, maybe not look good in God's eyes. Whether i'm sure i'm asking something good, but God know better what is the best for me. He will not give me what i asked him for, but He will give me the best eventhough i never ask for.. Yesterday i cut my fringe since it grow too long already. I don't like my fringe pass my eyebrows and cover my eyes. Hee hee... Yesterday i went to CG. Ming's CG gave birth another CG which will be lead by Alex. I'll stay in Ming's one. Glad to know that. Hohoh... Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 12:11 PM|
shrek's ears.I got a lot to blog about but... It's already 00.30 am. Tomorrow i need to wake up early. So maybe i will blog tomorrow morning at office. Talked about shrek, my boss asked me why he never saw me at cinema that time we got free shrek tickets. Then i said i nver go, because i missed the tickets in office. Then he said so wastefull, but the movie is very nice he said. Ya lor... what i could do. I don't want go back to office in my holiday just to take the free ticket i missed. =( Some more i need to pick up my friend that day at HarbourFront. Hmm just now my frd, effi gave me the shrek's ears. I try to wear and take few pictures... Hee hee... Check it out :)  Another weird pictures... using trick camera... (wide smile mode) so scarryyy...  the normal boring one... Labels: random posted by Melisa at 12:18 AM|
Monday, June 04, 2007
Hi...emerge::day4 (last day)Today, supposed to be the last day of emerge. Hmm actually planned to go to sunday service with them BUT... The service would start @ 10am, and they planned to go there 7.30 am from lucky plaza. From my place to LP is ard 30 mins, means i need to go out of home @ 7am. then need to wake up at 6am. omg! So i decided not to go. then just joined them after lunch to shop for awhile then go to sentosa. Watched the musical fountain (Song of Sea) now must pay $6! T_T sob. But it was okie la... the show was nice. a bit different with the previous one. But got the story line. :) Then i was very happy because he walks beside me. Well not all the time, but mostly. :) From sentosa we went back to vivocity because they wanna buy chocolate first. After finish shopping, we felt hungry, but no more makan place were still open at that time. Then i suggested to have dinner @ RiverValley, near my prev place.. got one nice Indian's restaurant. Then orderered food. but i was very disappointed with the service and the food. The food was not as nice as before, and the waiters were rude! But just forget it! That should be my last nite with him in Singapore. Because tomorrow he will go to KL to attend the Magic Competition. Well good luck to him. We never took picture together properly. So i just anyhow took his picture... See....  Tee hee... :)note: i add in the story line. While waiting the food for supper, he was disturbed by the noise from Michal and Michael. These 2 brothers are always fighting each other. So romantic.. o_O. Then he looked what they are arguing about. Hmmm doing the "Cross word". Then he said "Come, let me do it, so easy what?why you guys need to argue!" 1 minutes.. "Hmm..." 5 minutes.."There is something wrong with the questions ba! Cannot be!" 10 minutes.. "...God give me your wisdom..." 15 minutes.. "...@#$$%..." Others: (swt) Can understand the story? Please laugh if you do. haha. Labels: oh love~ posted by Melisa at 10:37 PM|
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Today i never meet him.emerge::day3I go to my church while he is going to CHC. Today's schedule is from 12 to 9 pm. So can't do many things, oso can't go shopping. So i decided to go to my church, then after that i still can go shopping for my ex-shepperd. haha. Well, we plan to go to sentosa tomorrow around 4 or 5 pm to watch the musical fountain. Before that, he wanna go shopping again, go to kinokuniya also. Well, can be a tiring day tomorrow. But for me tomorrow is the last day i can see him near me... sob. Monday i must go back to work, and can't accompany him. Maybe can lah for dinner. But dunno whether he will have something on. Then tuesday he will go to KL to attend Magic Competition. He is a magician to be. Labels: oh love~ posted by Melisa at 1:08 AM|
emerge::day2I got no wristband so they will ban me in. So i just went to expo around 1pm, lunch time. after having lunch together with them, we watched manhunt. Nothing special this day. Then went to bugis to shop. until 9 then continued to PS until 10. Accompanied him shopping til very tired. but not bad he got few clothes and jeans. 10.30 reached their place. then 11 i went home. 11.30 i catched my bus but I took the wrong bus. huhuhu so ard 12 i reached clementi. That day i discovered something about him. Yah, i saw his 'human' side. Usually i always saw his 'angel' side. not until i saw the 'devil' side of him :p Umm when he went shopping, he only focused to buy his things. I dunno why he didn't buy for his mum, dad and his sist. Or maybe he did thought about that, but haven't found a suitable one for them. Yah who knows what he thought about. Labels: oh love~ posted by Melisa at 12:51 AM|
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