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Goals
January
* Read bible Genesis 1 - Exodus 12, Matthew 1 - Mark 3
* Read 1 photoshop book (at least)
* Buy gifts for my family
February
* Take a language course
* Read bible Exodus 13 - Numbers 2, Mark 4 - Luke 16
March
* Learn IELTS
* Read bible Numbers 3 - Deuteronomy 28, Luke 17 - Acts 3
* Pay Church Camp Fee by end of the month
April
* Unit Easter Camp (10-12 Apr)
* Read bible Deuteronomy 29 - 1 Sam 5, Acts 4 - Romans 6
* Take a mandarin course
* Write a daily devotional journal
May
* Start reading SAP books
* Write a daily devotional journal
June
* Church Camp (11-14 June)
* Jakarta (27-30 June)
* Write a daily devotional journal
July
* Exercise!!!
* Write a daily devotional journal
August
* Go Holiday KK (8-11 Agt)
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Exercise
September
* Parent's coming
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Exercise
October
* Exercise
* Write a daily devotional journal
November
* Exercise
* Run 5km
* Write a daily devotional journal
December
* Exercise
* Run 10km
* Take IELTS Test
* Write a daily devotional journal
* Resolution Review
5 minutes before going home... yeah finally can pass this day..
15 days left until CNY.
actually these days are hard to pass. why. because i had lot things to do. then today i almost done... but still not yet done. bcoz one and more things. is ok lah, nvm.
then today must go to cg. hope we can finish early n go home early.. then go bed early.. haha.
i'm bored. but i do enjoy my life. i do enjoy each day i have. i feel like have not enough time.
ah these days i have no time to write something, just write rubbish. *sigh* ~_~'
Lesson of the day : 40 things about love, love, and loveee.. :) (grabbed from Cat)
1. Cinta adalah pencipta keindahan terhebat (Tim 2:9-10) 2. Cinta adalah suatu wujud keinginan; dalam niat dan tindakan (1 Yoh 3:18) 3. Cinta harus menjadi dasar dari segala sesuatu (1 Kor 13:3) 4. Rumus untuk mencapai hubungan yang sukses: Perlakukan semua bencana seperti masalah sepele, tetapi jangan pernah memperlakukan masalah sepele seperti sebuah bencana. (Filipi 4:5) 5. Tidak ada yang dapat mengimbangi besarnya nilai kenangan bersama: kenangan melalui masa sulit bersama (2 Tim 1:2-3) 6. Kita dapat menjaga kehidupan cinta kita bila menjadikannya sebagai prioritas dalam kehidupan kita. (Kid 4:16) 7. Cinta selalu percaya akan adanya mukjizat. (Roma 8:28) 8. Cinta membuat segala sesuatu menjadi ringan. (Mat 11:28) 9. Ketika cinta harus menanggung sesuatu, ia tidak akan dianggap sebagai beban. (Mat 11:30) 10. Cinta memberikan segala-galanya dengan tidak mengharapkan balasan. (Yoh 3:16) 11. Cinta kekanak-kanakan berkata: "Aku mencintaimu karena aku membutuhkanmu." Cinta dewasa berkata: "Aku membutuhkanmu karena aku mecintaimu." (1 Yoh 3:16) 12. Cinta memang benar seperti yang terdengar, terlihat, tertulis, dan dibicarakan banyak orang. Cinta patut diperjuangkan dengan mempertaruhkan semua yg ada untuk mendapatkannya. (1 Yoh 3:1) 13. Cinta adalah suatu pencarian (Gal 5:14) 14. Kebiasaan terlihat indah di dalam cinta. (2 Kor 8:12) 15. Keuntungan cinta pada pandangan pertama adalah memperlambat pandangan yang kedua. (Roma 5:8) 16. Cinta adalah satu-satunya gairah yang memasukkan kebahagiaan orang lain dalam mimpinya. (Yoh 14:1-3) 17. Cinta adalah satu-satunya usaha yang sangat boros: meskipun cinta itu diberikan, dibuang, disebarkan, dikosongkan dari perbendaharaan anda, anda akan memiliki lebih banyak dari semula. (Luk 6:38) 18. Untuk mencintai seseorang, kita hanya dapat megharapkan kebaikan baginya. (1 Kor 10:24) 19. Cinta mengubah semua hati yang keras menjadi lembut. (Roma 8:6) 20. Kebersamaan menguatkan cinta. (Fil 1:7) 21. Ketidakhadiran mempertajam cinta. (2 Tim 1:4) 22. Cinta adalah apa yang telah kita alami bersama dengan seseorang. (KIS 20:31-32) 23. Hargailah kebajikannya. Jangan terlalu melihat kesalahan-kesalahannya. (Kid 5:16) 24. Bagaimana aku dapat mencintaimu ? Izinkan aku melakukan banyak hal untuk menunjukkan cintaku. (Hosea 3:1) 25. Pembicaraan intim dengan pasangan dapat meringankan beban perjalanan yang penuh dengan tantangan. (Kid 4:1) 26. Pertahankan hal-hal yang sudah disetujui bersama dan rundingkan hal-hal yang dapat dikompromikan. (Filipi 2:4) 27. Cinta bukan hanya saling memandang satu sama lain, namun bersama-sama melihat pada satu tujuan. (KIS 2:44-45) 28. Cinta memenuhi dan menyelesaikan banyak hal ketika salah satu dari pasangan tidak berdaya dan tidak berpengharapan. (Pengkhotbah 4:10) 29. Tidak ada satu bagianpun yang ada padamu yang tidak aku ketahui, tidak kuingat, dan tidak kuinginkan. (Kid 5:2) 30. Tiada hubungan yang tidak bermasalah. (P'khotbah 7:29) 31. Cinta berani mengambil resiko untuk melihat impian pasangan anda menjadi kenyataan. (1 Pet 3:6) 32. Kita dapat memberi tanpa mengasihi, tetapi kita tidak dapat mengasihi tanpa memberi. (Ams 20:22) 33. Cinta memerintah tanpa pedang. Cinta mengikat tanpa tali. (2 Kor 3:17) 34. Anda tidak bisa membuat saya berduka bila saya memiliki cinta. (Roma 8:1-2) 35. Tidak ada yang kalah atau menang dalam suatu konflik, tetapi itu akan menjadi terobosan baru menuju pengertian yg lebih baik satu sama lain. (Roma 13:10) 36. "Aku mencintaimu". Itu berarti: "kamu, kamu, kamu dan hanya kamu seorang." (1 Pet 3:7) 37. Pernikahan bagaikan proses pembedahan karena sifat ingin dipuji dari seorang wanita dan sifat mementingkan diri sendiri dari seorang pria diambil tanpa memakai obat bius. (1 Kor 13:5) 38. Pernikahan adalah petualangan menuju keintiman, sedangkan keintiman adalah keterbukaan seseorang terhadap yang lain. (Roma 12:9) 39. Tujuan pernikahan bukan untuk mempunyai pikiran yang sama, tetapi bagaimana supaya berpikir secara bersama-sama. (Ef 4:3) 40. Pernikahan yang sukses membutuhkan jatuh cinta berulang kali kepada orang yang sama. (1 Pet 1:22)
I'm so happy, one of my project is almost done. so i can go blogging now... hehe.. 20 more days...
no. not to valentine's day.
although i oso wait for Valentine's day but.... what for? You-know-who is still in Jakarta lor. Then poorly on 14 feb i still stay in Singapore.
20 more days until i go bek to my hometown.
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As i realize these days... I just have more dreams. (something to be achieved) Have lot of things in mind to learn. Dunno have time to realize all my dreams or not.
I still want to learn lot of things. I oso wanna go to so many places.
These days i got a lot of thing to do. Very busY? Not really busy actually... just got something to do... Until i cannot update my blog everyday.
When i write this, actually i still have 2 projects on progress. One is almost done... 75% oledi. The another one still 50% lor.
I wish i can finish before Valentine's day. Coz i will go back to Indo lor.
What to write again ... Actually i have something to write but no time. 'keisengan' yg gw lakukan last week. huh.
intinya aja deh... kenapa gw slalu nyangkut ama org yg salah. crita lengkapnya tar kl gw ada waktu buat nulis. hehe.. tapi ini keisengan yg berbuntut sedih. sedikit. =p
Today i am busy. Very busy, need to do multitasking. *sigh* But i'm glad becoz i feel today's time like running fast. No need to feel sleepy again in office.
But... These things make me confused, think more, study more... Tonite my plan is to find out more about networking, because i know nothing.... Well.. not nothing la.. i ever learnt, but i think 2 years ago. Like that i oledi erased from my memory. But i think it's interesting to learn new things.
Tonite i plan to stay in my previous home. Then i take bus number 14. Today's journey is very long. 40 minutes. Then during my journey home suddenly i feel lonely. I dunno why. I still don't feel comfortable in my new home. Then i feel like i wanna cry, but i dun want, i dun wanna cry easily. I miss you-know-who.. Haizz...
James Bond meets Number One on the 7th floor of the spy headquarters building. Number One gives Bond a secret message that must get through to the US Embassy across town.
Bond proceeds to the 6th floor where the message is translated into an intermediary language, encrypted and miniaturized.
Bond takes the elevator to the 5th floor where Security checks the message to be sure it is all there and puts some checkpoints in the message so his counterpart at the US end can be sure he’s got the whole message.
On the 4th floor, the message is analyzed to see if it can be combined with some other small messages that need to go to the US end. Also if the message was very large it might be broken into several small packages so other spies can take it and have it reassembled on the other end.
The 3rd floor personnel check the address on the message and determine who the addressee is and advising Bond of the fastest route to the Embassy.
On the 2nd floor the message is put into a special courier pouch (packet). It contains the message, the sender and destination ID. It also warns the recipient if other pieces are still coming.
Bond proceeds to the 1st floor where Q has prepared the Aston Martin for the trip to the Embassy.
Bond departs for the US Embassy with the secret packet in hand. On the other end the process is reversed. Bond proceeds from floor to floor where the message is decoded.
The US Ambassador is very grateful the message got through safely.
"Bond, please tell Number One I’ll be glad to meet him for dinner tonight."
Layer ONE On the Outside Name: Melisa Yuri N. Birth Date: 9/11. Current Status: it's complicated. Eye Color: Black. Hair Color: Black. Righty or Lefty: Righty. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio.
Layer TWO On the inside Your Heritage: Cheena. Your Fears: Failure. Your Weaknesses: Internet. Your Perfect Pizza: Meat lovers.
Layer THREE Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow Your thoughts first waking up: oledi morning huh? Your Bedtime: 11+. Your most missed memory: Looking into the eyes of the person you-know-who.
Layer FOUR Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: Umm... chrysantemum tea. McDonald’s or Burger King: BK. Adidas or Nike: Adidas. Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton. Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.
Layer FIVE Do you Smoke: Nope. Curse: Nope.Layer SIX In the Past Month Drank alcohol: Yea. Festive season. Gone to the mall: Uh huh. Been on stage: Nope. Eaten sushi: Yea. Dyed your hair: Nope.
Layer SEVEN Have You Ever? Played a stripping game: Nvr. Changed who you were to fit in: Umm..
Layer EIGHT Age you’re hoping to be married: In 2-3 yrs.
Layer NINE In a Girl/Guy Best eye colour: Dark. Best hair colour: Dark. Short or long hair: Short.
Layer TEN What Were You Doing 1 minute ago: Blog surfing. 1 hour ago: Read tutorials. 4.5 hours ago: just reached home. 1 month ago: forget oledi. 1 year ago: Doing my thesis.
Layer ELEVEN Finish the sentence I love: God. My family & close friends. I feel: Lonely. I hate: Cockroach. I hide: My feelings from people I’m not close to. I miss: you know who. I need: Sleep!
We discuss in the forum about pure friendship between boy and girl. Usually start from a normal friendship, then inside one of them, or both grow a different feeling. Is there any pure friendship between boy an girl. That means no other feeling may interupt?
Depends. It depends to each person. But there is a pure friendship.
Usually after a friendship. Both of them get closer and closer. Start to share life, share happiness, sadness.. In my opinion, sometime when i have my guy friends share to me about their life, their struggles, i can feel touched, sympathic. But to my other guy friends, i can feel nothing. To maintain friendship as friendship somehow a bit difficult. When he starts to like me.. but i dun like him, or maybe when i start to like him, but for him i'm just a friend, then the friendship itself will be not good. Usually if the condition goes like that, we start to avoid each other. To keep the feeling pure friendship. Somehow we hope that our friends will stay as a friend only. No more no less. But the fact is we cannot control other ppl's feeling. What we can do is to be carefull and control ourself.
Usually if i just want this guy to be my friend only, i'll give him a red sign from the beginning. So i dun need to face any dilemma in the future.
In return i must accept if ppl treat me like that oso. But... i ever told u a story about one of my new friend tried to avoid me to prevent me to like him. In this case i can say it's different. The fact is i really dun have any feeling to him, so i think he didn't need to avoid me. But maybe he didn't know, that's why i must understand why he tried to avoid me. Yesterday i was reminded about this. So now i can understand how he felt.
With a good self control, we will be able to have a pure friendship. The story will be different if both side have the same feeling. From ordinary friendship, they can go to a higher level, in relationship or engagement or even marriage.
Just now i was chatting with my guy friend. We talked about love and dating. Then he said he was not a warrior of love.
Why did he say like that? Because he could give up easily in approaching woman he likes. Here the story goes..
He likes a girl, then he started to chase this girl. To win her heart. Then one day he asked this girl to go on a dating with him. But this girl never replied him. Suddenly he felt rejected by this girl. Then he thought that this girs doesnt like him. That's why he wanna give up.
Just rejected once then he wants to give up. Then he admitted he was not a warrior of love. From the beginning if he thought that would be difficult to win her heart, he would not try any further. Better to give up early than later really rejected by the girl.
Like that, i can call my self as a warrior of love. Hahah. I'm not easily give up to get what i want. I will try my best first, if finally i still cannot get what i want then i will give up lor. At least i have tried in the beginning. For me if i never try then i'll never know.
I like hang out with my friends. Last time i oledi mentioned that i like to call my colleagues as friends. Hang out with them is very fun although sometime i dun understand what they are talking about (they are talking in chinese and i dun understand chinese) I feel very 'small'. Like an ugly duck between the beautiful geese. *haizzz*
Somehow i also dun really understand myself. Sometime i feel lonely in a CROWD. Sometime i feel like want to cry but i cannot. I miss my friends in Indo. Here sometime i dun have someone to talk to... I need someone to share my thoughts. But sometime ppl have some more to share to me... then i dun have chance to share mine... I'd love to hear them... coz i feel like they put their trust in me. Actually i dun feel good enough to be in that group. I feel like i'm the only one that different. *lemot*
Everytime i feel sad or down... i alwys thinking abt ppl that is not as lucky as me. They have a worse life than i have.. So i still can thank God for what i have. Also for the problems i have now. Then i alwys realize those other ppl that look happy oso have their own problems. Maybe their problems are heavier than mine. So i must not feel down. Cannot look down on me, keep walking in my path, run for my future. Cannot feel jealous with other ppl. These are what i always do when i feel down. Close my eyes (sometime don't need to close my eyes oso can) think about all these things, then give thank to God, cheer up myself so that i can cheer up someone else.
Tonite someone told me to sleep on d floor if i dun have bed to sleep on. Then i think, am i that 'manja' so i cannot sleep on d floor? Actually i can, but somehow i dun want. am i that kind of person? am i that bad one? do i need to change myself?
This early year i got lots of happy news. Most of my friends are getting married. I wonder whether i can attend their wedding day. But seems like i cannot attend all. Maybe few lor... If i have chance to take leave. hohoh... But the cost is very exp to go bek. *sigh*
Some of my friends just know her soulmate only for 8 months then get married. So fast one... How come they can be sure they choose the right one? Until now i still cannot find any for me... I always feel like he is not fitted to me. Is it my criteria too high? Nah.. i dun think so. I just still enjoy being single hahah...
I miss my university time.... huhuhu.... I miss my campus.... I miss my friends.... miss d food haha..... homesick...
Today i wanna write about my new resolution... Umm i think i need to think about it first. Remembering what i have done in 2006, what is my achievements, and what is my failures. What i need to do in 2007, for God, for my family, for my friends, for myself.
In my spiritual life, * i wish i can maintain a stabil relationship with God. * read bible 4 chapter everyday. * i want to serve God more in ushering ppls.
In my characters, * more patient. * have a teacheable heart. * reduce my stubbornness. * more humble. * learn to accept ppl whatever they are.
In my study, * learn mandarin until advanced level by this yr * be able to speak in mandarin * learn troubleshooting * learn photoshop, adobe illustrator, coreldraw (design)
My daily life, * i wish i could reduce my weight err.. 1 kg per 2 months. * exercise at least once a week. * eat a good n healty food. * save $1000 per month.
In my work life, * pray for my pre-believer colleagues * i want apply PR.
In my family life, * i wish for my family salvation * financial breakthrough.
In care group, * get involved more in CG * be a shepherd
Hmm later if i change i'll edit it. Below are my pics during KL Trip. Only three... becoz the others pic Velly not yet send to me T_T
Here i continue writing about my new year... heehee..
First i want to thank God for He is so good to us, no raining until 2nd January 2007. Haha so we could shop better. I pray not to rain since our bbq until 2nd january.
Then in our way home, it was raining!! then had a little accident. our van bumped into another car. But i think that was that car's fault. Becoz of they sprayed water to our window so our driver can't see anything, then it bumped. But just a little bumping then that person was very angry to our driver. *sigh*
THis vacation i really lack of sleep. I miss my bed a lot. No internet... huhuhu... But i bought a digi number (local number) then only 8.5 ringgit, around $4. And i got 100 free sms-es, and 5 ringgit to call. But it was really cheap. The free sms i could use to send global sms. Digi to digi sms only 1 cent. I used it to call call call only need 1 ringgit. hohohoh... So i was confused how to finish this free sms. Then i just fwd2 sms-es to my friends. But digi has not really good signal. Everytime i want to call i have error in connection first, after that try again and can make connection.
On our 2nd day i had a bad mood. Because i felt not very well, then they still forced me to spend the whole night to eat, and walk here and there. Then i forced them to go back hotel. Haha. I felt lonely lor. Most of em are couples. First i wished i could go around with my new housemate or other singles. But my new housemate oledi had someone to go with. THen i looked for my shepherd, poorly she must accompanied her bf. THen what i could to do was hanging around alone. It was okie for me since i like to hang alone, but at least they didn't need to forget me! I think they like to forget n leave me behind. I felt annoyed.
New year... Still need to work. New year, new bus haha... My colleague has a new hair style..
Huahhh what a tiring journey. 3 days 2 nite... go to KL. Just for celebrating new year.. err actually for shopping lah. Heheheh...
I bought a lot of things. Not an important things actually... What i like most is my new pink strawberry bed sheet. wakakka... so sweet... hohoho... i feel like i didn't spend much money to shop, but to EAT!!! OMG! We ate ate ate... What we planned just about what we were going to eat. *sigh* after this should go on diet.
31 Dec First day, we went to Mid Valley. Just walked around and buy shoes n pants. then we planned to go to Sungai Wang or Bukit Bintang to countdown... But... that nite were very crowded one. Seemed like everyone in KL went there. *i felt dizzy in crowd* Then others suggested to play bowling, but.. the queue was very long one. Then finally the leader, Velly decided to go back Hotel, buy some soft drinks & snack. Then we did our countdown there.
Cheers! Welcome to 2007. Heeheehee... We played a game. Look, everyone took one card and sticked on their forehead. Then the person beside you must guess his/her card was bigger os smaller than you. If he/she could guess correctly, then you lose.
1 Jan First day of 2007. After having a long meeting, finally we decided to divide into 2 groups. First group was lead by Velly, would go to Sunway Lagoon to play play play... Second group was lead by Nia, would go to Sungei Wang, BB to shop shop shop...
me... of course join d second group. My head oledi dizzy, couldn't play.
The whole day we shopped @ Sungei Wang n BB, then for dinner we went to Sunway Pyramid to meet others oso.
Then went back hotel. I were feeling not well so i told them that i wanna go bek n sleep. But seemed like they still want to go to BB again.... then i just follow, aftr that i forced some of them to go bek hotel with me. But until now i'm still feeling not very well. Too tired, lack of sleep.
I think these few days i just sleep for around 4-5 hrs per day! Start from Fri, i had BBq, sleep only for 4 hrs. Sat, prepared to go to KL.The driver would pick us @ 4 am. I sleep around 00.30, so just had 3 hrs oso to sleep. Then in Van couldn't sleep well. After that in KL u knew oledi. Couldnt have enough time to sleep.
I'm to lazy n tired to upload the photos, so wait until tomolo. Tomolo i'll continue my writing.. hohoho... n upload some photos.
Happy New YEar everyone! Hope this new year comes with a better resolution for all of you!
5 minutes before going home... yeah finally can pass this day..
15 days left until CNY.
actually these days are hard to pass. why. because i had lot things to do. then today i almost done... but still not yet done. bcoz one and more things. is ok lah, nvm.
then today must go to cg. hope we can finish early n go home early.. then go bed early.. haha.
i'm bored. but i do enjoy my life. i do enjoy each day i have. i feel like have not enough time.
ah these days i have no time to write something, just write rubbish. *sigh* ~_~'
Lesson of the day : 40 things about love, love, and loveee.. :) (grabbed from Cat)
1. Cinta adalah pencipta keindahan terhebat (Tim 2:9-10) 2. Cinta adalah suatu wujud keinginan; dalam niat dan tindakan (1 Yoh 3:18) 3. Cinta harus menjadi dasar dari segala sesuatu (1 Kor 13:3) 4. Rumus untuk mencapai hubungan yang sukses: Perlakukan semua bencana seperti masalah sepele, tetapi jangan pernah memperlakukan masalah sepele seperti sebuah bencana. (Filipi 4:5) 5. Tidak ada yang dapat mengimbangi besarnya nilai kenangan bersama: kenangan melalui masa sulit bersama (2 Tim 1:2-3) 6. Kita dapat menjaga kehidupan cinta kita bila menjadikannya sebagai prioritas dalam kehidupan kita. (Kid 4:16) 7. Cinta selalu percaya akan adanya mukjizat. (Roma 8:28) 8. Cinta membuat segala sesuatu menjadi ringan. (Mat 11:28) 9. Ketika cinta harus menanggung sesuatu, ia tidak akan dianggap sebagai beban. (Mat 11:30) 10. Cinta memberikan segala-galanya dengan tidak mengharapkan balasan. (Yoh 3:16) 11. Cinta kekanak-kanakan berkata: "Aku mencintaimu karena aku membutuhkanmu." Cinta dewasa berkata: "Aku membutuhkanmu karena aku mecintaimu." (1 Yoh 3:16) 12. Cinta memang benar seperti yang terdengar, terlihat, tertulis, dan dibicarakan banyak orang. Cinta patut diperjuangkan dengan mempertaruhkan semua yg ada untuk mendapatkannya. (1 Yoh 3:1) 13. Cinta adalah suatu pencarian (Gal 5:14) 14. Kebiasaan terlihat indah di dalam cinta. (2 Kor 8:12) 15. Keuntungan cinta pada pandangan pertama adalah memperlambat pandangan yang kedua. (Roma 5:8) 16. Cinta adalah satu-satunya gairah yang memasukkan kebahagiaan orang lain dalam mimpinya. (Yoh 14:1-3) 17. Cinta adalah satu-satunya usaha yang sangat boros: meskipun cinta itu diberikan, dibuang, disebarkan, dikosongkan dari perbendaharaan anda, anda akan memiliki lebih banyak dari semula. (Luk 6:38) 18. Untuk mencintai seseorang, kita hanya dapat megharapkan kebaikan baginya. (1 Kor 10:24) 19. Cinta mengubah semua hati yang keras menjadi lembut. (Roma 8:6) 20. Kebersamaan menguatkan cinta. (Fil 1:7) 21. Ketidakhadiran mempertajam cinta. (2 Tim 1:4) 22. Cinta adalah apa yang telah kita alami bersama dengan seseorang. (KIS 20:31-32) 23. Hargailah kebajikannya. Jangan terlalu melihat kesalahan-kesalahannya. (Kid 5:16) 24. Bagaimana aku dapat mencintaimu ? Izinkan aku melakukan banyak hal untuk menunjukkan cintaku. (Hosea 3:1) 25. Pembicaraan intim dengan pasangan dapat meringankan beban perjalanan yang penuh dengan tantangan. (Kid 4:1) 26. Pertahankan hal-hal yang sudah disetujui bersama dan rundingkan hal-hal yang dapat dikompromikan. (Filipi 2:4) 27. Cinta bukan hanya saling memandang satu sama lain, namun bersama-sama melihat pada satu tujuan. (KIS 2:44-45) 28. Cinta memenuhi dan menyelesaikan banyak hal ketika salah satu dari pasangan tidak berdaya dan tidak berpengharapan. (Pengkhotbah 4:10) 29. Tidak ada satu bagianpun yang ada padamu yang tidak aku ketahui, tidak kuingat, dan tidak kuinginkan. (Kid 5:2) 30. Tiada hubungan yang tidak bermasalah. (P'khotbah 7:29) 31. Cinta berani mengambil resiko untuk melihat impian pasangan anda menjadi kenyataan. (1 Pet 3:6) 32. Kita dapat memberi tanpa mengasihi, tetapi kita tidak dapat mengasihi tanpa memberi. (Ams 20:22) 33. Cinta memerintah tanpa pedang. Cinta mengikat tanpa tali. (2 Kor 3:17) 34. Anda tidak bisa membuat saya berduka bila saya memiliki cinta. (Roma 8:1-2) 35. Tidak ada yang kalah atau menang dalam suatu konflik, tetapi itu akan menjadi terobosan baru menuju pengertian yg lebih baik satu sama lain. (Roma 13:10) 36. "Aku mencintaimu". Itu berarti: "kamu, kamu, kamu dan hanya kamu seorang." (1 Pet 3:7) 37. Pernikahan bagaikan proses pembedahan karena sifat ingin dipuji dari seorang wanita dan sifat mementingkan diri sendiri dari seorang pria diambil tanpa memakai obat bius. (1 Kor 13:5) 38. Pernikahan adalah petualangan menuju keintiman, sedangkan keintiman adalah keterbukaan seseorang terhadap yang lain. (Roma 12:9) 39. Tujuan pernikahan bukan untuk mempunyai pikiran yang sama, tetapi bagaimana supaya berpikir secara bersama-sama. (Ef 4:3) 40. Pernikahan yang sukses membutuhkan jatuh cinta berulang kali kepada orang yang sama. (1 Pet 1:22)
I'm so happy, one of my project is almost done. so i can go blogging now... hehe.. 20 more days...
no. not to valentine's day.
although i oso wait for Valentine's day but.... what for? You-know-who is still in Jakarta lor. Then poorly on 14 feb i still stay in Singapore.
20 more days until i go bek to my hometown.
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As i realize these days... I just have more dreams. (something to be achieved) Have lot of things in mind to learn. Dunno have time to realize all my dreams or not.
I still want to learn lot of things. I oso wanna go to so many places.
These days i got a lot of thing to do. Very busY? Not really busy actually... just got something to do... Until i cannot update my blog everyday.
When i write this, actually i still have 2 projects on progress. One is almost done... 75% oledi. The another one still 50% lor.
I wish i can finish before Valentine's day. Coz i will go back to Indo lor.
What to write again ... Actually i have something to write but no time. 'keisengan' yg gw lakukan last week. huh.
intinya aja deh... kenapa gw slalu nyangkut ama org yg salah. crita lengkapnya tar kl gw ada waktu buat nulis. hehe.. tapi ini keisengan yg berbuntut sedih. sedikit. =p
Today i am busy. Very busy, need to do multitasking. *sigh* But i'm glad becoz i feel today's time like running fast. No need to feel sleepy again in office.
But... These things make me confused, think more, study more... Tonite my plan is to find out more about networking, because i know nothing.... Well.. not nothing la.. i ever learnt, but i think 2 years ago. Like that i oledi erased from my memory. But i think it's interesting to learn new things.
Tonite i plan to stay in my previous home. Then i take bus number 14. Today's journey is very long. 40 minutes. Then during my journey home suddenly i feel lonely. I dunno why. I still don't feel comfortable in my new home. Then i feel like i wanna cry, but i dun want, i dun wanna cry easily. I miss you-know-who.. Haizz...
James Bond meets Number One on the 7th floor of the spy headquarters building. Number One gives Bond a secret message that must get through to the US Embassy across town.
Bond proceeds to the 6th floor where the message is translated into an intermediary language, encrypted and miniaturized.
Bond takes the elevator to the 5th floor where Security checks the message to be sure it is all there and puts some checkpoints in the message so his counterpart at the US end can be sure he’s got the whole message.
On the 4th floor, the message is analyzed to see if it can be combined with some other small messages that need to go to the US end. Also if the message was very large it might be broken into several small packages so other spies can take it and have it reassembled on the other end.
The 3rd floor personnel check the address on the message and determine who the addressee is and advising Bond of the fastest route to the Embassy.
On the 2nd floor the message is put into a special courier pouch (packet). It contains the message, the sender and destination ID. It also warns the recipient if other pieces are still coming.
Bond proceeds to the 1st floor where Q has prepared the Aston Martin for the trip to the Embassy.
Bond departs for the US Embassy with the secret packet in hand. On the other end the process is reversed. Bond proceeds from floor to floor where the message is decoded.
The US Ambassador is very grateful the message got through safely.
"Bond, please tell Number One I’ll be glad to meet him for dinner tonight."
Layer ONE On the Outside Name: Melisa Yuri N. Birth Date: 9/11. Current Status: it's complicated. Eye Color: Black. Hair Color: Black. Righty or Lefty: Righty. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio.
Layer TWO On the inside Your Heritage: Cheena. Your Fears: Failure. Your Weaknesses: Internet. Your Perfect Pizza: Meat lovers.
Layer THREE Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow Your thoughts first waking up: oledi morning huh? Your Bedtime: 11+. Your most missed memory: Looking into the eyes of the person you-know-who.
Layer FOUR Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: Umm... chrysantemum tea. McDonald’s or Burger King: BK. Adidas or Nike: Adidas. Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton. Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino.
Layer FIVE Do you Smoke: Nope. Curse: Nope.Layer SIX In the Past Month Drank alcohol: Yea. Festive season. Gone to the mall: Uh huh. Been on stage: Nope. Eaten sushi: Yea. Dyed your hair: Nope.
Layer SEVEN Have You Ever? Played a stripping game: Nvr. Changed who you were to fit in: Umm..
Layer EIGHT Age you’re hoping to be married: In 2-3 yrs.
Layer NINE In a Girl/Guy Best eye colour: Dark. Best hair colour: Dark. Short or long hair: Short.
Layer TEN What Were You Doing 1 minute ago: Blog surfing. 1 hour ago: Read tutorials. 4.5 hours ago: just reached home. 1 month ago: forget oledi. 1 year ago: Doing my thesis.
Layer ELEVEN Finish the sentence I love: God. My family & close friends. I feel: Lonely. I hate: Cockroach. I hide: My feelings from people I’m not close to. I miss: you know who. I need: Sleep!
We discuss in the forum about pure friendship between boy and girl. Usually start from a normal friendship, then inside one of them, or both grow a different feeling. Is there any pure friendship between boy an girl. That means no other feeling may interupt?
Depends. It depends to each person. But there is a pure friendship.
Usually after a friendship. Both of them get closer and closer. Start to share life, share happiness, sadness.. In my opinion, sometime when i have my guy friends share to me about their life, their struggles, i can feel touched, sympathic. But to my other guy friends, i can feel nothing. To maintain friendship as friendship somehow a bit difficult. When he starts to like me.. but i dun like him, or maybe when i start to like him, but for him i'm just a friend, then the friendship itself will be not good. Usually if the condition goes like that, we start to avoid each other. To keep the feeling pure friendship. Somehow we hope that our friends will stay as a friend only. No more no less. But the fact is we cannot control other ppl's feeling. What we can do is to be carefull and control ourself.
Usually if i just want this guy to be my friend only, i'll give him a red sign from the beginning. So i dun need to face any dilemma in the future.
In return i must accept if ppl treat me like that oso. But... i ever told u a story about one of my new friend tried to avoid me to prevent me to like him. In this case i can say it's different. The fact is i really dun have any feeling to him, so i think he didn't need to avoid me. But maybe he didn't know, that's why i must understand why he tried to avoid me. Yesterday i was reminded about this. So now i can understand how he felt.
With a good self control, we will be able to have a pure friendship. The story will be different if both side have the same feeling. From ordinary friendship, they can go to a higher level, in relationship or engagement or even marriage.
Just now i was chatting with my guy friend. We talked about love and dating. Then he said he was not a warrior of love.
Why did he say like that? Because he could give up easily in approaching woman he likes. Here the story goes..
He likes a girl, then he started to chase this girl. To win her heart. Then one day he asked this girl to go on a dating with him. But this girl never replied him. Suddenly he felt rejected by this girl. Then he thought that this girs doesnt like him. That's why he wanna give up.
Just rejected once then he wants to give up. Then he admitted he was not a warrior of love. From the beginning if he thought that would be difficult to win her heart, he would not try any further. Better to give up early than later really rejected by the girl.
Like that, i can call my self as a warrior of love. Hahah. I'm not easily give up to get what i want. I will try my best first, if finally i still cannot get what i want then i will give up lor. At least i have tried in the beginning. For me if i never try then i'll never know.
I like hang out with my friends. Last time i oledi mentioned that i like to call my colleagues as friends. Hang out with them is very fun although sometime i dun understand what they are talking about (they are talking in chinese and i dun understand chinese) I feel very 'small'. Like an ugly duck between the beautiful geese. *haizzz*
Somehow i also dun really understand myself. Sometime i feel lonely in a CROWD. Sometime i feel like want to cry but i cannot. I miss my friends in Indo. Here sometime i dun have someone to talk to... I need someone to share my thoughts. But sometime ppl have some more to share to me... then i dun have chance to share mine... I'd love to hear them... coz i feel like they put their trust in me. Actually i dun feel good enough to be in that group. I feel like i'm the only one that different. *lemot*
Everytime i feel sad or down... i alwys thinking abt ppl that is not as lucky as me. They have a worse life than i have.. So i still can thank God for what i have. Also for the problems i have now. Then i alwys realize those other ppl that look happy oso have their own problems. Maybe their problems are heavier than mine. So i must not feel down. Cannot look down on me, keep walking in my path, run for my future. Cannot feel jealous with other ppl. These are what i always do when i feel down. Close my eyes (sometime don't need to close my eyes oso can) think about all these things, then give thank to God, cheer up myself so that i can cheer up someone else.
Tonite someone told me to sleep on d floor if i dun have bed to sleep on. Then i think, am i that 'manja' so i cannot sleep on d floor? Actually i can, but somehow i dun want. am i that kind of person? am i that bad one? do i need to change myself?
This early year i got lots of happy news. Most of my friends are getting married. I wonder whether i can attend their wedding day. But seems like i cannot attend all. Maybe few lor... If i have chance to take leave. hohoh... But the cost is very exp to go bek. *sigh*
Some of my friends just know her soulmate only for 8 months then get married. So fast one... How come they can be sure they choose the right one? Until now i still cannot find any for me... I always feel like he is not fitted to me. Is it my criteria too high? Nah.. i dun think so. I just still enjoy being single hahah...
I miss my university time.... huhuhu.... I miss my campus.... I miss my friends.... miss d food haha..... homesick...
Today i wanna write about my new resolution... Umm i think i need to think about it first. Remembering what i have done in 2006, what is my achievements, and what is my failures. What i need to do in 2007, for God, for my family, for my friends, for myself.
In my spiritual life, * i wish i can maintain a stabil relationship with God. * read bible 4 chapter everyday. * i want to serve God more in ushering ppls.
In my characters, * more patient. * have a teacheable heart. * reduce my stubbornness. * more humble. * learn to accept ppl whatever they are.
In my study, * learn mandarin until advanced level by this yr * be able to speak in mandarin * learn troubleshooting * learn photoshop, adobe illustrator, coreldraw (design)
My daily life, * i wish i could reduce my weight err.. 1 kg per 2 months. * exercise at least once a week. * eat a good n healty food. * save $1000 per month.
In my work life, * pray for my pre-believer colleagues * i want apply PR.
In my family life, * i wish for my family salvation * financial breakthrough.
In care group, * get involved more in CG * be a shepherd
Hmm later if i change i'll edit it. Below are my pics during KL Trip. Only three... becoz the others pic Velly not yet send to me T_T
Here i continue writing about my new year... heehee..
First i want to thank God for He is so good to us, no raining until 2nd January 2007. Haha so we could shop better. I pray not to rain since our bbq until 2nd january.
Then in our way home, it was raining!! then had a little accident. our van bumped into another car. But i think that was that car's fault. Becoz of they sprayed water to our window so our driver can't see anything, then it bumped. But just a little bumping then that person was very angry to our driver. *sigh*
THis vacation i really lack of sleep. I miss my bed a lot. No internet... huhuhu... But i bought a digi number (local number) then only 8.5 ringgit, around $4. And i got 100 free sms-es, and 5 ringgit to call. But it was really cheap. The free sms i could use to send global sms. Digi to digi sms only 1 cent. I used it to call call call only need 1 ringgit. hohohoh... So i was confused how to finish this free sms. Then i just fwd2 sms-es to my friends. But digi has not really good signal. Everytime i want to call i have error in connection first, after that try again and can make connection.
On our 2nd day i had a bad mood. Because i felt not very well, then they still forced me to spend the whole night to eat, and walk here and there. Then i forced them to go back hotel. Haha. I felt lonely lor. Most of em are couples. First i wished i could go around with my new housemate or other singles. But my new housemate oledi had someone to go with. THen i looked for my shepherd, poorly she must accompanied her bf. THen what i could to do was hanging around alone. It was okie for me since i like to hang alone, but at least they didn't need to forget me! I think they like to forget n leave me behind. I felt annoyed.
New year... Still need to work. New year, new bus haha... My colleague has a new hair style..
Huahhh what a tiring journey. 3 days 2 nite... go to KL. Just for celebrating new year.. err actually for shopping lah. Heheheh...
I bought a lot of things. Not an important things actually... What i like most is my new pink strawberry bed sheet. wakakka... so sweet... hohoho... i feel like i didn't spend much money to shop, but to EAT!!! OMG! We ate ate ate... What we planned just about what we were going to eat. *sigh* after this should go on diet.
31 Dec First day, we went to Mid Valley. Just walked around and buy shoes n pants. then we planned to go to Sungai Wang or Bukit Bintang to countdown... But... that nite were very crowded one. Seemed like everyone in KL went there. *i felt dizzy in crowd* Then others suggested to play bowling, but.. the queue was very long one. Then finally the leader, Velly decided to go back Hotel, buy some soft drinks & snack. Then we did our countdown there.
Cheers! Welcome to 2007. Heeheehee... We played a game. Look, everyone took one card and sticked on their forehead. Then the person beside you must guess his/her card was bigger os smaller than you. If he/she could guess correctly, then you lose.
1 Jan First day of 2007. After having a long meeting, finally we decided to divide into 2 groups. First group was lead by Velly, would go to Sunway Lagoon to play play play... Second group was lead by Nia, would go to Sungei Wang, BB to shop shop shop...
me... of course join d second group. My head oledi dizzy, couldn't play.
The whole day we shopped @ Sungei Wang n BB, then for dinner we went to Sunway Pyramid to meet others oso.
Then went back hotel. I were feeling not well so i told them that i wanna go bek n sleep. But seemed like they still want to go to BB again.... then i just follow, aftr that i forced some of them to go bek hotel with me. But until now i'm still feeling not very well. Too tired, lack of sleep.
I think these few days i just sleep for around 4-5 hrs per day! Start from Fri, i had BBq, sleep only for 4 hrs. Sat, prepared to go to KL.The driver would pick us @ 4 am. I sleep around 00.30, so just had 3 hrs oso to sleep. Then in Van couldn't sleep well. After that in KL u knew oledi. Couldnt have enough time to sleep.
I'm to lazy n tired to upload the photos, so wait until tomolo. Tomolo i'll continue my writing.. hohoho... n upload some photos.
Happy New YEar everyone! Hope this new year comes with a better resolution for all of you!
