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Monday, October 30, 2006
To forget some1 i love i need someone else to help me...To forget some1 i love i need someone elseI need some1 i can care for... than some1 can takecare of me.. My friend told me to make a criteria of my dream boyfriend. Then i think... i never made it b4. but i always know what i want. Then.. if i make criterias of my ideal one... will i get like what i want? So just flow by the wind ^_^ But i want to write some here.... *trust the same God *has vision in his life... * *wiser *taller than me *can understand me *can take control of me (a bit difficult) *i can accept him whatever he is. Not very difficult rite? so simple =p I think my heart has decided to whom it belongs... My other friend ever asked me... do u ever figure if he is not for u? Then i think... i guess i have no other person to love.. I just want him at this moment.... hehehe... i dunno what will happen next... if i can find some1 else that can change my heart? Ai2.. my new shepherd told me that i will know who is the one for me.. In my heart i mumble that i already know that he is the one leh... but in fact, i'm not the one for him T_T or not yet be the one... ^_^ Well no need to worry now... i still have a very long journey to go... just wait the rite time... then i'll know for sure. Labels: personal thoughts posted by Melisa at 2:58 PM| 
Friday, October 27, 2006
rainy dayscurrent book read: Sams teach yourself Java 2 in 21 Days. current song heard: Christian Bautista - Hands to heaven. current mood: dizzy @_@, cold... brrr.... Today is raining again... I think these recent days always rain... *sigh* I don't really like rainy day... coz it will make me lazy to go anywhere. Should bring umbrella loh... I always bring umbrella in my bag.. but i seldom use it. *lazy lazy girl* Then my colleague said 'Then u find bf lor to hold the umbrealla 4 u' Hahah... LOL. But i also give thanx to God who send this rain. coz of d rain, there is no choking haze anymore... ^_^ Talk about the haze... I also want to blame Indonesian... specially Dayak tribe.. But cannot... Dayak tribe is a primitive tribe in Borneo. They usually move from one place to another place after harvest time by opening forrest. They are un-educated people. So maybe they cannot think abt the risk of burned forrest. Actually Dayak is a bit scary tribe in Borneo. They have ever had tribe war between Dayak and Madura tribe. They kill Maduran.. I think government cannot do anything leh.. Some ppl said the burned forest is caused by some company there... some other said is caused by Dayak tribe. Dunno which one is d truth.. -end- Labels: worklife posted by Melisa at 3:41 PM|
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Last Monday i went ice skating with friends.IceOnMeThis is my 3rd outing with them. I prefer to call colleagues as friends. I don't know why.. but sounds nicer ^_^ Actually i don't really like to play ice skating. Coz i keep falling n falling if i don't hold on something or someone. Then the 5 of us all cannot play well. I just want to watch... but finally Juliana approached me very well... Actually there was only 1 person very keen to play. Then at least i'm not the worst player ^_^ hihi... But i'm a bad learner. I'm easily to give up, and get bored soon. So... last monday i fell once. And because of that i feel pain on my toe. @_@ cannot continue playing. So i take rest and watch others playing... I also dont forget to take pics again ^^. But i didn't take photo with all of em. Next time must take photo again... I dunno why i like taking pics with others... I don't like to take pic alone. Hikz... Here are some pics...   Oh... i remember i promise i will post my first bowling score... very embarassing score... T_THere is my score: M for Me...  Labels: worklife posted by Melisa at 9:11 AM|
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Here is my another favourite song by Christian Bautista.Colour EverywhereI like this melody.. but i don't really care about the lyrics. This melody is really nice to hear.... Colour Everywhere used to seeing black and white never really in between waiting for the love of my life to come into my dreams everything is shades of gray never really blues or green needed someone else to turn to someone who could help me learn to see all the beauty that was waiting for me you, you put the blue back in the sky you put the rainbow in my eyes a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you put the red back in the rule just when i needed it the most you came along to show you care and now there's colour everywhere everywhere my life is so predictable never any mystery but ever since you shined the light all of that was history now i have a hand to hold and a reason to believe there's someone in my life worth living for i was hanging around just wishing on a star to put the happines back in my heart and... you, you put the blue back in the sky you put the rainbow in my eyes a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you put the red back in the rule just when i needed it the most you came along to show you care and now there's colour everywhere oh yeah... you care and now there's colour everywhere left those hazy days behind me never to return again now they're just a fading memory coz baby it's all so clear to see the beauty that is waiting there for me you, you put the blue back in the sky you put the rainbow in my eyes a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you put the red back in the rule just when i needed it the most you came along to show you care and now there's colour everywhere a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you came along to show you care and now there's colour everywhere After i read this lyrics... i think my life is not similar like this song. My life is a bit unpredictable... My friends usually cannot predict me... but ofcourse i can predict my self ^_^ Labels: lyrics posted by Melisa at 12:31 PM|
Monday, October 23, 2006
talking about my favourite song/singer...favourite song/singerI don't have any until few days ago my colleagues forced me to have one... So i start searching in youtube which can be my favourite one... And then finally i decide Christian Bautista as my favourite singer. He is nice... His songs are nice too... One of his songs that i like most is "The way you look at me"  Here is d lyrics: No one ever saw me like you do All the things that I could add up too I never knew just what a smile was worth But your eyes see everything without a single word CHORUS 'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be I never know what you see But there's somethin' in the way you look at me If I could freeze a moment in my mind It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still 'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel [Repeat CHORUS] BRIDGE I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes All I know is it happens every time [Repeat CHORUS] The way you look at me Labels: lyrics posted by Melisa at 3:22 PM|
4 new experiences in 2 daysLast Friday we went to Taman Jurong to play bowling. That was my first time playing bowling. That was much fun .^_^. although i cannot play well.. but i learn... =p. My score was not going worse and worse... Later i show u my score... ^_^. Only my first score k? =p  After bowling we went to Lakeside and prawning. I can catch 5 prawns... First i got bored. But after i can catch one.. i got more excited ^_^. Although i don't like to eat prawn... i like to prawning =p I don't like eat prawn becoz i need to put off their skin first... very difficult for me... =( Hehehe....  *Horay my first prawn * *Kim Liong n Teck Li cooked the prawns* *Total we had 17 prawns in 3 hrs* * Francis n Juliana watched from aside*Me? I was busy taking pictures... heheh.. Then last saturday.. we planned to go ice skating. But it was very crowded one... so we thought we won't be able to walk... So.. we changed plan to play pool and went to karaoke... I don't like singing... =( I even don't have any favourite song or singer... Then i just listened to them... *they were singing mandarin song* I cannot follow, coz i cannot read Mandarin alphabet =[ In 2 days i have 4 new experiences... Waww... Then today we plan to go play ice skating... huhuhuh.... I think i also don't like it. Coz i'm afraid to fall. =( I even cannot stand in balance on ice. I don't wanna go huh.. Labels: worklife posted by Melisa at 1:36 PM|
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Here it's me again...Fun with foot and mouthI'm waiting for my program being corrected so i have time to write blog... Hmmm what to tell ya? Maybe i'll tell ya about last saturday. I went on game 'Fun with foot and mouth'. This game was about solving puzzle.. (we would know where to go and what to eat after solving that puzzle). Then we should go to that place.. bought the food, ate the food together with group members then.. Bonus Area: >>Take a photo with all your team members in front of the stall (10 points) >>Take photo with a customer eating the food from the stall with at least one team member (10 points) >>Take a photo with a Foreigner with at least 1 team member in front of the stall (10 points) >>Take photo with stall owner (10 points) >>Reach end point before 2030pm ( 10 points) >>Take a funny/Groovy/artistic group shot (additional 10 points) in front of the stall. So the more you take picture the more bonus you can earn. Then our group members were: *) Florence (the leader) *) Serene *) Mayhoong *) Ai2 *) Me *) Febby *) Chenny # poorly, febby and chenny couldn't join us # so we had... *) Sharmaine (committee) to accompany us ^_^ (but we didn't cheat although Sharmain had the puzzle's answer) First we decided to go to the furthest place (Tampines). The first puzzle was 'Fish paste stuffed into vegetables, dried dau kee and fish balls.' Hoohoho... Yong Tau Foo We would eat Yong Tau Foo ... This was my first time eating it. Yummy... ^_^    Mayhoong take a photo of us.. I take Florence's pic with customer eating the same food (earn 10 pts bonus) =p  Then we go to our next place... @ NTUC Food Court... The puzzle says 'Flat cake with unborn chicken'. That means Pancake with Egg. The stall name is Ah Long Pancake.  I order Cheese & Chicken Hot Dog.. looks like pizza...This cake is very cheap and yummmyyyy.... ^_^ I took Ai2 photo with the owner... the auntie said so many ppl wanna take photo with her today.. if she knew.. she wants to wear makeup first =p    Then we go to game point @ East Coast Lagoon... Here the puzzle says... 'Yummy white balls of tissue paper soaked in ikan bilis soup'... >>> Wanton Mee.  I took Serene's photo with d owner.. The auntie said she's embarrased to take photow coz she is not pretty... =p   After eating wanton mee... we play a game... The game is about guessing what our friend draw.. Mayhoong draws for us, but we cannot guess 5 questions. So there is a lil punishment for us. Ai2, Florence, and me accepted d punishment. We should blow a plate of powder... to take the POLO candy. Fiewww... all my blouse was covered with powder. =p But it was fun =D  (Me covered with powder...)then we should go to the last point... 100 Victoria Street (S) 188064 (next to Bras Basah Complex). We walked around 45 minutes to find a bus stop. (i guess we walked to the wrong way...) Then we took a bus to Bras Basah. First we took number 13, then we change to number 48 =p. It took 30 minutes to National Library.  Actually there were 15 places.. but we could just go to 3 places... Okay lah.. next time maybe we can go to the other places =p We thought we were the last group... but Suryani's group arrived after us. ^^ We listened to the briefing again then take the last pic... then went home... Ah before we went home.. we celebrated Jorry's birthday! Our planning was to make him cries.. but he did not. Ok... the game was over =p posted by Melisa at 1:17 PM |
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Here i cannot sleep tonite.. coz the air con is dead =(my air-con is dead!Huhuhu so hot huh... Well finally i decide to write blog loh... I just remember one of my colleagues. He sits in front of my desk. Well no need to mention his name lah. I think at the beginning he was very friendly and kind. But these days i don't know what happen with him, why he suddenly became very cold to me.. Did i do something wrong? Let me review... Ok... maybe i don't talk to him to much... but that doesn't mean i don't like him. I just have problem speaking and lack of vocabulary and also so many grammars error. Next... maybe he thinks i am annoying? I dunno either... Well few days ago he had throat-sick, then i bought him strepsils. But what he did is he PAY back for those strepsils. I couldn't imagine what he was thinking about. Hey, i just try to be nice to him and a lil bit more caring instead of talking to him. At that moment i want to cry. Haiyohh.... These days also i feel like i am more sensitive. I can cry easily. Usually i don't cry. I feel something weird. I feel like i am not i was before. I become very weak. I'm tired about my job. Coding everyday... change coding, recoding, recompile, redesign database... looping forever.. =,( But i still have excitement to my job, remembering this is my first job. I'm still curious of many things. I miss my friends.. my family.. I miss them a lot. * time to feel homesick * I miss their support, their caring, their habits, miss them all. I wish i can bring them here together with me ^_^ hahah. @ today's caregroup i realize one thing that i cannot blow baloon. I never tried it before. So i am quite shock. Because of that i was punished. I need to tell others my hope for our indo care group. I cannot think. Hohoho. So i give 'em a standard answer. I think enough for tonite... I feel sleepy already. Gd nite ^_^ Labels: random posted by Melisa at 10:54 PM|
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Yesterday i went to Fountain of Wealth under Suntec City ^^ with my mom, my youngest brother Alex, and Nana.fountain of wealth  I try to touch the water and make  Here is my youngest brother, Alex and my beloved Mom =)We really had fun yesterday.. First wewent to esplanade to watch Merlion ^_^ We felt hungry then my mom suggested to go to Suntec to eat n 2 watch fountain... (i never been there before...) So from Esplanade we walked to Suntec... *quite far loh...* We became very hungry then we had 2 round dinner @... *i forgot the restourant's name* It was a japanese restourant i guess... ^^ Unfortunatelly, our pics at Esplanade can not be posted here... Becoz it's very dark.. n my camera cannot be used =(. Huhuhuh.... I don't know how to set my camera. I've used night mode.. but it was still very dark =( =* Oh we also take photos @ Esplanade artworks exhibition... Very nice artwork.. ^_^ *two thumbs for them* I havent transfered the pics yet... ^_^ Last nite is d last day my mom n Alex visited Singapore. Today they should go back to KL. Becoz my brother is going to study there... He should prepare anything. Hikz... I hope we can enjoy more time togethere in Singapore... But i only have time after works. =( It's ok, at least we had fun together... ^_^ Labels: random posted by Melisa at 10:05 AM|
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Almost everyday i feel sleepy -_-sleepy...If there is no duty to do, then i feel sleepy. I don't like become idle =( Not to fall asleep i write this blog =p Well, let's see what am i going to write here today... hmmm.. i don't have any idea rite now *_* Because i'm not in d mood to 'ngemeng' then.. Okay.. let me tell you about the situation of my office.. My colleagues sit in front of me and behind me in a line. There is none sit beside me ^^. This position makes me difficult to chat with 'em. Not quite difficult lah.. I just can turn around my head n talk with one of 'em. I can hear keyboard typed by other department. Next to my left is finance department which is a group of ladies. But i cannot see 'em from the chair i sit coz there is a partition between us. Next to my right is server room and IT manager's room. Then my desk... My desk is quite empty. Only 1 LCD, 1 CPU, 1 keyboard, 1 mouse, 1 phone basically exist. Hohoh... Then i usually put my 'tiny' mug, my water bottle, my book n cellphone. Compared to my colleagues' desk, mine is very 'empty'. Usually they have 2 CPUs, 2 monitors, 2 keyboards, 2 mouses, 1 phone (or 2 phones) and so many other things on their desk. Very crowded ^_^ Their phone almost rings every 5 minutes. Mine? Never! hoho... becoz i unplug the cable. My other colleague uses my line to check something. My project is already done.. now i'm waiting for my supervisor to check my job. But he is rather busy until now. He is going to give me another duty, but he has not sent me email yet. So i'm googling by myself instead waiting of him. Now i'm reading about Microsoft Dynamics AX (formerly called AXAPTA). I still cannot understand about it. Just now my supervisor is going home becoz of migraine. What should i do? No presentation? No module to learn? Then he told me ' u go on meeting on 12 ' Oh no! But don't really care =p. Just flow with the river.. heheheh... Just now i also feel rejected because my colleague doesn't want accept my kindness huhuhu... i want to cry T_T Enough dech... I'm not sleepy anymore.. =p Cya next time! posted by Melisa at 1:19 PM |
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Last nite i went to esplanade park to celebrate mooncake festival...mooncake festivalI had fun there... We played games and ate mooncake.. and laughed together.. took a lot of pics.. We lighted lanterns... ^_^ Very beautiful.. except the haze =( *sigh* First i want to tell u how can i get to esplanade park ... I took a citybuzz... and stop at esplanade mall. Then i didn't know where to go to esplanade park. So i called Yani to tell me the location. From She told me to go near the merlion park. She asked me to cross to merlion and meet her in front of the hotel.. i can't remember the hotel's name. Okay.. Then... finally someone picked me up... >_< Lately i found that i didn't need to cross from esplanade. Just go along the river. Weewww.. How come the invite others without give the location.. Now talking about the haze... These days are hazy... Very bad. It becomes very hot =( The haze is caused by jungle burning in borneo island... Poor... Labels: events posted by Melisa at 11:31 AM|
Friday, October 06, 2006
Yesterday i was so sad in office...sad ... (part II)Why...? Because i was thinking what my boss said to me... I almost cried... but finally i can hold it.. His words made me realize about my condition that actually i am lonely here and i need friends. One part of my mind says that 'i don't care if i don't have close friend, at least i don't have enemies' But another part of my mind says that 'no.. you do need friends.. you need someone to chat with..' Well... i review myself why i can be so quiet @ office... #1, because i still cannot get used to my new environment... #2, because i lack of vocabulary... #3, because i don't like to talk with new ppl I'm a lil bit introvert.. so i need more time to get used to... I cannot trust ppl easily... I need more time to trust 'em... =p My colleagues said that 'hey, u have been here almost a month and u still say we are new face?' Yea.. only a month... and i haven't known him very well. I don't talk very much to him neither nor to my boss which is an indonesian also. If my bestfriend knows my condition, they won't belive it. For them i'm not that kind of person. =p. When i review.. actually i'm not a talkative person, i prefer stay quiet. But if the condition force me to be talkative.. then i can be. Now i feel like i'm not consistent. =( I said to myself.. that i need to change! I must be more talkative.. be more active.. step up from my comfort zone.. ...and... Today, finally i can start a conversation with my colleagues.. (one of em) Someone that i think he is scary =p But i find him nice to answer me.. Well, here is some facts about him that i found.. #1, he is 37. I guees he was 29! He looks younger than his age u know... ^^ #2, he stays in JB. So everyday he needs to go back to JB-Sing-JB-Sing. What a tiring trip. So here is my conclusion... #1, i still need to practise more in speaking #2, giving up can not solve any problem. #3, i'm the youngest one in my (IT)department ^^ -> this made me so glad =D #4, is normal to have a mind battle sometimes. Labels: worklife posted by Melisa at 1:53 PM|
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Today i was so sad..... =(so sad... (part1)My bos asked me to go lunch together... and he .... he did not scolded me =p but he gave me advises.... he asked me to be more talkative... I'm so damn quiet ~_~ But my colleagues are boys... and one of 'em is a lil bit bossy.... one of 'em doesn't really care abt others.... My boss asked me to talk more with em. I've tried... but they r not very welcome... everyone is busy with their own duties... so i tried not to disturb 'em. But they told my boss that i was very quiet. Then he asked me to change. After lunch.. i couldn't think clearly... I was lazy to continue my coding... And i was thinking a lot about what he said to me... Surely i wanna cry! But i couldn't cry... just sad... I'm an individualist... and so do my colleagues.... So i think i can stand alone... I don't like to chat... especially with someone i don't know very well.. Then to socialize with ppl is quite difficult for me.. one of d reason is because my english is very poor also.... but i want to try lah... Labels: worklife posted by Melisa at 7:25 PM|
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Hai2...embarrasing momentGw mo menceritakan kejadian2 yg memalukan yg gw alami bbrp hari ini.... So embarrasing T_T. Ceritanya tuh... few days ago i reached at bus stop from office as usual...... Then i waited 4 bus number 14, but that bus was not coming quickly... and i got sleepy -_-' I just remember that d bus number 14 has 2 floor... Suddenly i looked there was 2 floor bus... i stopped d bus without looking d number *sigh* After d bus stopped, i saw d number was 197, o God... so different with 14. How come i did not see it.. But i was lucky because there was someone who wanted to take that bus.Then behind that bus there was also 2 floor bus.. And foolishly i stopped that bus without looking d bus number again! ~_~ That was a bus number 147. Haiyoh.... So embarrasing.... I was not brave to look backward =p Finally i was not sleepy again until the correct bus coming.Hahah .... Another embarrasing thing for me is .... I usually often mispelling word =p. The words that come out from my mouth are different with d word i have in mind... ~_~ @buffet dinner while i had membership class, the pastor visited our table and asked me a question. I was very nervous because sometime i still can not understand what ppl say. Then he asked me when did i receive Jesus as my Savior and God.. I wanted to answer 'in 96' but what came out from my mouth is '69' He was shocked... heuheue... yea and i was so embarrased =p and tried hard to stay cool =p So.. after that day.. i learn hard to listen what ppl say... I learn to get use to English. My english is still very bad. T_T So i learn to think in English... to write in english... but it's still hard for me to speak in English. It's hard to express my feeling in english.... huhuhuhu.... but i keep try.... posted by Melisa at 8:06 PM |
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